LOVE
Love is just a word. Its the connection it represents that we hold on to.
Anyway. I have my disturbing moments lately. I hate it because it confirms it. I know when some guys like me or are attracted to me because they will look at me and sometimes get close to me, too close to the point its inappropriate because they can breath me in........
And there are the ones that are so confident, but then the second they talk to you they turn into bumbling fools. Yes, these things are all very flattering.....
And to me very obvious.....
But then the way I REALLY KNOW that a guy liked me, is when they go out with a girl that looks like me.......
'Hey Helen, she's looks like you, except she's smaller.'
It's happened Eight, Nine times in the past, and it just happened again.
I know that it really should creep me out, but it does. I don't think that I am a person meant to have admirers. It all creeps me out.
Anyway. I have my disturbing moments lately. I hate it because it confirms it. I know when some guys like me or are attracted to me because they will look at me and sometimes get close to me, too close to the point its inappropriate because they can breath me in........
And there are the ones that are so confident, but then the second they talk to you they turn into bumbling fools. Yes, these things are all very flattering.....
And to me very obvious.....
But then the way I REALLY KNOW that a guy liked me, is when they go out with a girl that looks like me.......
'Hey Helen, she's looks like you, except she's smaller.'
It's happened Eight, Nine times in the past, and it just happened again.
I know that it really should creep me out, but it does. I don't think that I am a person meant to have admirers. It all creeps me out.