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[onegirlarmyx]

So it kinda scares me sometimes that I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life. All I know is that I don't want to go to Cal Poly. I want to get the hell away from here for a few years at least. I don't care what my dad says. He claims he is funding my education, but I have yet to see any part of that. Therefore I say wachoose where I want to go. I'm ready to move out right now, but I know no one else is. I'm ready to be on my own and meet new people and find out more about myself. But that can't happen just yet. San Diego, i'm coming sometime soon.

I hate David. Something about him makes me go to shit. I beileve nothing and everything he says at the same time. If that even makes sense. It doesn't. But I know what I mean.

I can't sleep.