why the fuck do i still care

[onedayin]

i dont know how the hell i feel or how she feels. i think she is back to her normal self, the way she was before with out me, the girl who is easy to get with and hooks up with anyone. yeah that kind of reputation, looks great huh. i absolutley hated it before and it took so long to get over that but now she is off doing that shit again. Weve

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i kno how you feel

[daniellesmith]

David, trust me i know how you feel i swear i know it better than anyone else right now... i just went through the same thing. I regreted ever asking for a break and keep wishing i hadnt, but you gota think of it this way; it obviously happend for a reason...theres something much better out there for you and your not ment to be with jamie, this is just a way of showing you she wasnt really anything she was more of a side show than the main course. One day some one out there will make you so much happier. I dont kno if this will work for you too but a big thing with me was that andrew really did treat me like shit and i jsut refused to see it but looking back on it now i do and i wish i had something about it earlier rather than let him walk all over me. No one is worth your unhappiness. I kno how much you cared for jamie cuase i felt the same for andrew, i've never ever cared for anyone else mearly as much and it literaly flet like he ripped my heart out ran over it stomped on it then when i thought he was done being an ass he took the biggest shit on it. I kno its hard to think about someone you care about with soemone else, but you have to realize she wil never have wat she had with you with anyone else...and if shes not mature enough to realize how freaking lucky she was then thats her own falut, not yours. your a great person and your probably better off now cause you can han gout with your friends more rather than always being with her(thats how it was for me at least)...but david just kno i love you and shes not worth your heart ache, and i swear it will all get better you jsut have to give it time and dont let yourself think it will ever come back cuase it wont and you can never fully move on untill you realize that. I didnt i still had hope even thought i would have never admitted it i did, untill i found out he was fuckin some whore; at that point i knew even if there was something there i would never let myself touch him or be touched by him again. Im really wsorry she shit on you liek this but you cant let it get the best of you, if you ever need to talk let me kno...i hope your okay...love you!

Re: i kno how you feel

[jayme063]

Thanks babe .. :-)