...You know, it's odd, but sometimes I just wish I'd never met myself...

[onechewyco0kie]

There is nothing I can do to make anyone happy and nothing I can ever do to make myself happy. Life gets in my way, blocks me from experiencing the things I wish I could experience. It keeps me from the things I want so badly to just be able to call mine, which leads me to believe that maybe life just isn't for me, so why should I continue to

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babe..wut can i say?

[anonymous]

WOW..les i didn't know it was that bad. Dude wut can i say to you now. I'm here for u always u know that and you know that no matter wut whoever breaks ur heart i'll fukcin chop his dick and balls off and make him eat it for supper no fuckin worries. And he better fuckin realzie that he can't get anyone else like you. He'll only find stupid casual weekly relationships and sumone who doesnt care about him but only his looks. You do love him or at least your getting there and i kno the feeling. If hes worth the wait i recoomend you wait and don't fuckin listen to wut his friends say. U know wut im talking about cuz really dude they could be fuckin with you or even cuz they like you DUH again u know wut im talking about. he's the only one who truely knows wut he feels about u and exactly wut he wants and how he feels about u. I can tell by the way he looked at you and when he spoke to you that he did like u. honestly actions tell all and he soo does. maybe hes just confused and hurt from previous experiences hes had and doesnt know exactly wut to do. Boys are confusing no doubt about that.

Don't get all depressed cuz man u have sooooo mnay ppl who care about u dearly and love you with all their heart including myself as one of the top ones. Man ur like my sister and seeing you like this is killig me cuz i can feel ur pain. No one wants to see u frown, cuz then ur hiding that beautiful smile on ur pretty lil face and thats WRong LESLIE WRONG! LOL. Plz try and be happy and if theres anything i can do for aboslutley anything i will no matter if its 5am and u know that and weve done it b4 lol. he'll come to his senses eventually. but first answer this question on ur own. "is the juice worth the squeeze?" Cuz if u answer yes then wait, but u gotta tell him stright out now. DO wut u said u would b4 its the millenium babe u CAN DO IT! LOL Plus ahha i got great plans for this weekend and a great idea which will solve everything. U need to tal kto him right...remmeber our master plan with us "sleeping" at ursulas ahhah..kk well i got an idea for this sat. Make sure u and him dont have plans and we'll do it and betty and jo will help. so no worries goug has got ur back. I'll help u in any possible way. FAGAMO

well since im at school right now bored out of my fuckin mind. I htought id think up sum advice and i'll tell u over the phone tonight when u get homme. Or even call me on ur break or sum shizzy. Luv ya mucho x5309750750975609729720956767097407520750757979769739637943706988748067456797 ahahah +094574867 -2 lol. Anywho best friends fo lyfe don't froegt that im here for u so plz dont be afriad to call and cry im here. I'll ttyl tonight.

luv ya lots,
Gougou <3 xoxoxoxo