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We sat in the car, hardly speaking a word, but I think we both knew what was going on.
I glanced at her, not longingly, just a passing glance.
Faded, tattered jeans, with a shirt I'd never seen before and that smirk she always seems to wear on her beautiful face.
And of course, my bandana, covering her dark curly hair.
Guessing she didn't have time to straighten it.
The music blared but it couldn't silence my thoughts nor my heartbeat.
This is it.
This is what I've given myself to.
This is what I broke in two over.
My palms started to sweat when we broke into simple, mediocre conversation.
I stopped to think about all the events that'd led up to this.
Our first meeting.
Our first kiss.
The first time I'd ever willingly given my heart away to someone so undeserving.
The last time I'd had my heart obliterated by someone I trusted to never harm me.
It was then I realized that this coy grin had spread over my face.
The sweating had stopped and my heart ceased it's pounding.
It wasn't at all worth it.
But I guess you could say, it was fun.
I glanced at her, not longingly, just a passing glance.
Faded, tattered jeans, with a shirt I'd never seen before and that smirk she always seems to wear on her beautiful face.
And of course, my bandana, covering her dark curly hair.
Guessing she didn't have time to straighten it.
The music blared but it couldn't silence my thoughts nor my heartbeat.
This is it.
This is what I've given myself to.
This is what I broke in two over.
My palms started to sweat when we broke into simple, mediocre conversation.
I stopped to think about all the events that'd led up to this.
Our first meeting.
Our first kiss.
The first time I'd ever willingly given my heart away to someone so undeserving.
The last time I'd had my heart obliterated by someone I trusted to never harm me.
It was then I realized that this coy grin had spread over my face.
The sweating had stopped and my heart ceased it's pounding.
It wasn't at all worth it.
But I guess you could say, it was fun.