Apr 22, 2004 23:15
well i could be betta! but today was very stressful, i was thinkin bout a lot of things today! like 1st:my life....2nd:my sickness..3RD:y do some people have no sympathy!
1st: my life sux right now! i have no job and i dont go to school!...i mean things feel so fuckin impossible,even though they r. my love life sux..i cant do shyt right even if she had perfecy written on her head!..my family try so hard to support me! but sometimes i feel like i dont do enough 4 them.
2nd:my sickness is my primary down fall. imean i have agoraphobia! and i really ant go out places like normal people!i wish i could but i even try to go out but it doest work sometimes!i get sick sometimes and i hate it but i try so hard!
3rd: y do some people jus make fun of me! callin me a bum! she dont even know my ass, people r so fuckin retarted, but i could be a betta man then they can eva fuckin dream of...but im jus not capiable of bein in a relationship wit my prob!but wut eva goes around goes around! FUCK DA HATERS!.NUTTIN BUT FAKE ASS PEOPLE,AND FUCK THE MOTHAS THEY CAME OUT FROM! 4 REALZ! ONE!