im so confused!
well, today was a nice day outside, so it let me walk aruond and clear my head, i was really thinkin bout somethin so serious,see i met this girl amanda online and she is so cool,i like her and all but i jus dont wanna be in a relationship,its so weird cuz im jus aflirty guy who want to havw fun but im so scared of relationships.....i dont know how to tell her cause i already said that i loved her..and i do but,im jus not ready 4 commitment,i jus dont understand myself sometimes its so fuckin wierd i swear...i feel so bad cause i did lead her on a lil,but im startin to think...and she is like a perfect girl, but somethin 4 me is not clickin. i dont know how i should tell her!!!!!!! im tired and im goin home so..i'll think of a way!