"Don't throw yourself like that, in front of me. I kissed your mouth... is that all you need?"
Don't drag my love around.
What I am to you... is not real.. you do not need
Today my dad and I went to ski market- got new boots for my skiis, got them sharpened and waxed.. so hopefully I can go skiing sometime soon.
My mom tried to go to a wedding tonight... she didn't make it past the salad before she hyperventalated and had to come home. This is going to be a really hard road. I don't know if I'll be able to be strong enough for her.
She doesn't want to go the the Christmas eve party.... I do. I can't make her go.... I'm upset.
I'm a heartbreaker.
My dad pretty much told me the reason why he stayed around so long was because I was still in highschool and he wanted to see me play softball and volleyball... because his dad was never around for him. I feel like it was my fault he stayed as long as he did..... and the longer he stayed, the harder it was to deal with this.
Ugh...
I'm so hurt. So heartbroken. So depressed. So upset.... when will life get better?
What I am to you... is not real.. you do not need
Today my dad and I went to ski market- got new boots for my skiis, got them sharpened and waxed.. so hopefully I can go skiing sometime soon.
My mom tried to go to a wedding tonight... she didn't make it past the salad before she hyperventalated and had to come home. This is going to be a really hard road. I don't know if I'll be able to be strong enough for her.
She doesn't want to go the the Christmas eve party.... I do. I can't make her go.... I'm upset.
I'm a heartbreaker.
My dad pretty much told me the reason why he stayed around so long was because I was still in highschool and he wanted to see me play softball and volleyball... because his dad was never around for him. I feel like it was my fault he stayed as long as he did..... and the longer he stayed, the harder it was to deal with this.
Ugh...
I'm so hurt. So heartbroken. So depressed. So upset.... when will life get better?