Apr 21, 2006 10:51
My first day with out Skot home is almost a week. Its weird. Its quiet and I feel quite lonely. No one is on line really, which = me being bored outta my skull.
I am in a very happy place in my little wandering mind right now. Its a beautiful day out. I have a few things to do, and I dunno. I am just happy.
Yesterday I went to a 420 Potluck BBQ at my friend Tory's house. It was pretty fucking awesome. The only thing I would have changed was not being able to indulge in the delicious munchies prepared by her ever-fabulous mother! Ah, a 420 BBQ! What a smart girl Tory is!!!!! I saw some people I knew, and more I think that I didn't know or have never seen before. I sat in on a blunt with Tory which was a first for us two!!!! It was really nice to see a small group of people together just hanging out enjoying the beauty all around them and just not caring about materialistic things..... Even if the common cause was 420. Its all good.
This weekend I sadly have to go back to work after having a wonderful 7 consecutive days off. Ah... I don't want to go. I have been really sick lately. Making a lot of hospital trips too. I have been extremely dehydrated, which is extremely frustrating. I had 4 large bags of sodium chloride on Sunday, and then another 2 bags the other night. Ik, and I hate needles. My wonderful boyfriend has been by my side at at my call for absolutely everything the past few days and without him I don't even know. He stood by my hospital bed and fed my ice chips and has helped me a countless number of times to get up and go to the bathroom, and held my long ass hair back while I puked. Skullfukkr, I love you! We shall never be apart!
I think I should seek my inner motivation and wrap my am routine up on here.... I will write more later.