Second Thoughts

[soul__less]

Southern France
2084
4.30amThe sun wouldn’t be up for a while yet, but hey, that didn’t mean I couldn’t come home early, spend a bit of time with Lindsey…of course time well that could really mean any number of things and I had a good imagination. Especially where Lindsey was involved

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[sexytarawitch]

Another night, another fight. I didn't want it like this, I just wanted him. I wanted my deadly rattlesnake back, I wanted things how they used to be, the good times. Now it's like I've become second to Angelus again and I don't know if I can take that anymore. I don't want to.

"Fucking hell, Tara. What’d you want me to do, huh? You want me to roll out the fucking red carpet for you every time you walk into a room? Is that the sort of thing you want, ‘cause I’ll do it, you know I will. Doesn’t seem to matter though, nothing I ever do is good enough. Maybe you should just fuck off back to Spike."I gritted my teeth and glared at him. "Yes, so you can send me another love sick letter begging me to come to you." I spat, moving slowly to him till he was backed against the wall. I roughly drug my nails down his chest, leaving little welts in their wake. "I'm just tired of you treating me less than him, when he's around it's like I don't exist. I want things how they were, when they were good

[x__lindsey__x]

I couldn’t fucking figure out what she wanted and to be honest it was starting to piss me off. Nothing I did was ever good enough, no matter how much I ignored Angelus it was never enough. Hell, I’d left him for her, spent a year away from him with her and only her but I’d never said it was a permanent arrangement, she seemed to think it should have been though.

Leaving Angelus for good was never part of the deal, and yeah, I’d written her that letter, but there’d never been anything binding…god, I just couldn’t leave the lawyer behind, could I?

"I'm just tired of you treating me less than him, when he's around it's like I don't exist. I want things how they were, when they were good….Things used to be so good baby, I was yours, you were mine and there was never second guessing... Always did love the way you hurt me...so good."

I smiled as she kissed my neck.

“I still can, babe,” I said quietly, running my hands down her back to cup her buttocks.

”Oh dear, trouble in Paradise again, is it?”Fucking hell, he always turned up at

[soul__less]

Fuck off”

Ooh, she was in snit.

“Maybe you should just…”

“What?” I said peering at Lindsey. “Fuck off?”

I sauntered over to the bed, taking in the rumpled sheets and the smell of it. One thing I liked about Lindsey; he was fucking insatiable.

“Would you like me to fuck off Lindsey?” I asked, turning to him. “Is that what you really want? It didn’t seem like it earlier tonight, in the alley…I mean some of the words were similar, but…” I grinned at him and sat down on the bed, leaning back and running my eyes over him. “…the sentiment seemed a lot different.”

I looked at Tara. She looked like she was ready to dust me if I made even a movement, she’d do it right now if she thought she could, I could smell it. Maybe one day she’d try. I have to say, I think I’d like that.

“Now, tell me, what’s wrong?” I asked. “What’s big, bad Lindsey done to upset you this time?”

[sexytarawitch]

He pulled away...He fucking pulled away.

I can't deal with this, it's more than I bargained for. I thought when we left that it was for good, the two of us would go off far away from both of our male problems and start a new life. Guess I was wrong, again.

Leaning against the wall I watched the two of them as they taunted each other in that twisted way they do. It used to be hot to watch, the two of them batting at each other back and forth like cat and mouse.

“Now, tell me, what’s wrong? What’s big, bad Lindsey done to upset you this time?”My eyes narrowed and I glared at him. "That's the problem Angelus, since he's been back he hasn't been big or bad." I said simply, knowing that they had a quick fuck in the alley before when we were hunting. Seriously, like they had to hide it? I knew, I wasn't stupid. I hate that Lindsey sneaks around and comes back smelling like him, makes me want to chain him and mark him for mine all over again

[sexytarawitch]

“Why don’t you be a good girl and show him that thing, honey,”

Rage and lust flowed through me watching Lindsey stroke himself. I wanted to wrap my lips around his cock, making him fist my hair and want him more. But the tone he was using with me just pissed me off and I could already smell his blood from my whip as images of making him hurt flooded my mind.

"Yeah, honey. Why don't you show me that thing, hmm?"

I growled and narrowed my eyes at Angelus as he pressed his cock against my face, being not so subtle about me using my mouth on him. He didn't know what 'that thing' with Lindsey and I was and I was tempted not to do it; but my boy wanted it. I never said no to my boy; it was a sickness.

“And don’t you even get it in to your pretty head that biting me would be a good...Because trust me, it wouldn’t be a good idea.”Crying out when he pulled my hair I gripped his thighs and sighed. "Fine. Bastard." I hissed, closing my eyes and chanting the spell softly, feeling my body change and glamor for the moment, knowing the spell was

[x__lindsey__x]

As soon as I realised what she was doing I couldn’t help but move towards her, rubbing my cock against the newly warm skin of her face. God, I loved it when she did this. She’d done it for me that first night we’d run off together and I knew it was something she’d only ever done for Spike, that’s why it was so special when she did it. And why it turned me on that much…

"T-this what you w-wanted? P-please don't hurt me..."

I sunk to my knees beside her and captured her now warm lips in a firey kiss. God she was gorgeous like this, hell she was gorgeous all the time but now that she was warm and trembling. Fucking hell. As I kissed her I could feel Angelus’ cock rubbing against my face and I pulled away from her.

“Now suck his cock,” I said, panting slightly and pushing her warm face towards Angelus’ cock. “I wanna watch.”

[soul__less]

God damn, just when you thought you could do without the bitch, she pulled something like this. I don’t know how the hell she did it, well, magick obviously, but I didn’t care, it only made me realise that the more incentive she had to stay, the more fun it would be for all of us.

I watched as Lindsey came towards us, I could see by the look on his face that she had him, she must’ve pulled this shit before with him though, ‘cause he didn’t look too surprised.

“Now suck his cock…I wanna watch.”

He pushed her face towards me and I took the initiative, grabbing her hair and pushing my cock into her warm, inviting mouth. She squirmed, moaned, putting on the whole victim act but I wasn’t complaining…in fact the only way it could be better was if it wasn’t an act.

“Lindsey,” I said, moaning a little as she flicked her tongue around the head of my cock. “How long does this last? ‘Cause if it’s only a little while, I want to fuck that hot cunt of hers first.”

[sexytarawitch]

He kissed me hard and I found myself panting, moaning and wanting more of him. I never could get enough of my boy and that was apparent by me still being here with Angelus still at his side. When Lindsey pulled back he left me gasping, my eyes meeting his as they got darker with desire.

“Now suck his cock…I wanna watch.”

Now that I wanted and would do. Anything to make my boy hot and aching was something I was ready to do all to well. Angelus gripped my hair tightly and I found his cock pushed into my mouth, my eyes going wide as I looked up at him, gripping his thighs and struggling to pull away before he choked me.

“Lindsey...How long does this last? ‘Cause if it’s only a little while, I want to fuck that hot cunt of hers first.”I looked up at Angelus and flicked my tongue over his cock, my eyes watering as he pushed me further against him, my throat contracting against him as he choked me. My eyes started welling up as I felt Lindsey's hand on the back of my head and pushing me tight against Angelus' groin, my nose pressing

[sexytarawitch]

“She says she doesn’t want my come, Angelus…I’m hurt, I have to say. How should we punish her do you think?”

I shivered at his words, whimpering as Angelus pounded inside me, giving me nothing but pain at this point. I whimpered and bit my lip, looking up at Lindsey with fearfilled eyes and a lust filled heart.

“Turn over, slut,"

With slow movements I made a show of laying back for them, I could feel both of their eyes on me. The lust pouring off of Lindsey in waves of want and desire, it was like he couldn't wait to get his hands on me. Angelus ran his hand over me before pulling back and gripping his cock, as much as I hated him he did have a great cock to get off on.

“Make her spread her legs Lindsey.”My eyes widened as Lindsey grabbed my thighs, not giving me time to obey or not. "W-what..." I whimpered, feeling naked and exposed under them, the sight of their cocks hard and close almost too much for me to just sit back and watch. "P-please don't hurt me..." Lindsey grabbed my hair hard and forced me to look at him, nothing

[soul__less]

She was doing exactly what we wanted at this point and that’s just what I loved about her, she was such a needy little slut that no matter how much she hated your guts, if you offered her a bit of pain and an orgasm she was fucking putty in your hands.

I watched as Lindsey pushed her legs open, exposing her wet, swollen pussy. There was nothing more I wanted than to sink back inside, but my boy wanted something and who was I to deny him? Especially when the thought of it made him so hot…god, I loved the way he looked when he was all frustrated and needy.

"W-what...P-please don't hurt me..."I grinned as I watched Lindsey pull on her hair and bend down to kiss her roughly. I started stroking my cock over her, running my eyes over her lush body, watching the way she writhed as my boy kissed her. Fair enough though, he sure could kiss

[x__lindsey__x]

God, I loved kissing her. Even when she wasn’t warm, like she was now, it was still fucking amazing.

“Make your slut watch this, Lindsey,” I heard Angelus say, and I pulled away from her reluctantly and pushed her head up, making her watch as Angelus came all over her prone body. Fucking hell, it was so hot to watch, the look on his face, the lust coming off Tara, the way she squirmed unconsciously when his cool cum hit her hot skin.

“Your turn now, I think,” he said, moving back against the bed, but I was already one step ahead of him. My cock throbbed hotly as I moved around to straddle her waist. I bent down to kiss her, feeling my cock press against her tits.

“Now sweet thing,” I whispered against her lips. “Want you to press those pretty tits together around my cock, so I can fuck them. Maybe if you’re really good I might not come on you like that mean, bad Angelus did. Maybe I’ll come in your mouth instead.”

[sexytarawitch]

“Make your slut watch this, Lindsey,”

Lindsey pulled away from my lips and his hand fisted harder in my hair, making me look down as Angelus covered me with his come. I shivered and swallowed hard, licking my bottom lip and feeling my entire body quake with lust.

I watched as Angelus moved back, leaving room for Lindsey as he moved his body over me, the coolness feeling intense and raw. He leaned in and kissed me, his cock pressing hotly against my chest, leaving me aching for him.

“Now sweet thing...Want you to press those pretty tits together around my cock, so I can fuck them. Maybe if you’re really good I might not come on you like that mean, bad Angelus did. Maybe I’ll come in your mouth instead.”Fuck yes. My eyes dialated with lust as I obeyed with hesitation and cup my breasts, pressing them together and watching as Lindsey gripped himself in his hand, slipping between my breasts before he leaned over, pressing his weight down on me as he moved his hips. I could feel his cock slipping between my breasts, his balls smacking