i just want to be a child again.
i guess that day in march wasn't the lifesaver i thought it was.
id pay good fucking money for my life to just turn the fuck around. & i guess it will, now, in a way. i just quit my job & i'm starting school in the fall. i thought i have a boyfriend but i think i'm just going through the same shit i went through with scott & i'll be honest, i'm so tired of being treated that way. ive still got to buy ashley a birthday present. ive got so much shit to get in order its not funny.
im just sick of bitching. sick & tired of being sick & tired. all i wanted was a hand to hold. i wont build my life around you, but damnit i'd love to just fit you in.
id pay good fucking money for my life to just turn the fuck around. & i guess it will, now, in a way. i just quit my job & i'm starting school in the fall. i thought i have a boyfriend but i think i'm just going through the same shit i went through with scott & i'll be honest, i'm so tired of being treated that way. ive still got to buy ashley a birthday present. ive got so much shit to get in order its not funny.
im just sick of bitching. sick & tired of being sick & tired. all i wanted was a hand to hold. i wont build my life around you, but damnit i'd love to just fit you in.