And The Storm Marches On
"It's time to forget about the past (the past); To wash away what happened last (away what happened); Hide behind and empty face (empty face); Don't have too much to say; 'Cause this is just a game;
It's a beautiful lie; It's a perfect denial; Such a beautiful lie to believe in; So beautiful, beautiful; That makes me."
It snowed yesterday. It actually snowed! And the bigger surprise was that schools around here didn't cancel! Hell has indeed frozen over.
Now off to my rant.
I have yet again found myself wondering, why can't I be a priority? Logan is coming down today and he was supposed to stay the whole weekend. Now, his brother-in-law is having a cook-out get together on Sunday so instead of the whole weekend I get Saturday. I can't go to the cook-out because I gotta work here in High Point at 6:30 Sunday night. How come it is me who 9 times out of 10 gets put off? It's almost like he only wants to see me as long as there isn't something better to do.
I guess it's time I start living my life for me. I guess it's time for me to start making my own plans and telling him he's just gonna have to deal. It's time that I stop planning my life around his cause he refuses to plan his around mine.
This all sounds good, but I probably won't do it. I lack the self-will and am too scared of what the reprocussions may be.
Or maybe I should just start listening to what he's been trying to tell me all along...
It's a beautiful lie; It's a perfect denial; Such a beautiful lie to believe in; So beautiful, beautiful; That makes me."
It snowed yesterday. It actually snowed! And the bigger surprise was that schools around here didn't cancel! Hell has indeed frozen over.
Now off to my rant.
I have yet again found myself wondering, why can't I be a priority? Logan is coming down today and he was supposed to stay the whole weekend. Now, his brother-in-law is having a cook-out get together on Sunday so instead of the whole weekend I get Saturday. I can't go to the cook-out because I gotta work here in High Point at 6:30 Sunday night. How come it is me who 9 times out of 10 gets put off? It's almost like he only wants to see me as long as there isn't something better to do.
I guess it's time I start living my life for me. I guess it's time for me to start making my own plans and telling him he's just gonna have to deal. It's time that I stop planning my life around his cause he refuses to plan his around mine.
This all sounds good, but I probably won't do it. I lack the self-will and am too scared of what the reprocussions may be.
Or maybe I should just start listening to what he's been trying to tell me all along...