Mar 26, 2006 20:03
so im going to steal NICKY thens identity
forever.
dun dun dun
not really
im bored and i wanted to test this thing out again
so...
senior year 06
almost over
happy? sad? both
it has been an insane roller coaster ride how cliche but true
my list of things to do has worn thinner and thinner...
-got into my first choice school yay for that
-got a tat
-skydived its a completely different world 15,000 feet up there (something ill never forget it was so amazing better than sex so they say i believe it) it will occur again very soon
-enjoyed all the perks of being 18... buying things cough cough (literally sometimes), clubbing= awesome, registered to vote go demos haha, "im an adult, you can speak with me" hah and much much more its not at all over-rated
-oh the many road trips pimped GA several times... tose ppl are one of a kind one of a kind i wish to never be like hahaha o its just too easy
-experienced many walks of shames lately hahaha and loevd every minute of them
-sbux deep convo afternoons kevin =greatness lol
and so back to whole college issue
a word overused for my liking this year
... im on track as far as my plan goes the future is somehting i do not like to deal with im all about soaking in the present nothing more... i dont like making plans b/c they never work out anyways go with the flow thats it but as far as my tentative plan goes im on track fsu for two years criminal justice program then grad school law program in new england somewhere thats the basics then maybe fall into an internship if im lucky then be on my way to reprsenting the scum of the earth (aka defense attorney) and working my way to the top of something thats what i want... im terrified of failing however and there are so many opportunities to just crash and burn in this whole making somehting of yourself jig pressure ill handle it well youll see but it seems awesome i cant wait i have a feeling it will be interesting which ill love maybe fight for somethings i actually care about which most people do not get the opportunity to do in their daily life
and yeah theres my life story (in the future)hopefully itll be tough however
wow that was a whole rambling on about nothing lol
academics can die for now
hmmm what else
got a new casa in the lovely maitland... its a change very tiny but i love it
still have the monster in clermont... id love to never see that thing again many memories id rather not remember... enough said ahha
spring break....
a learning experience
nsb shopping carts haha the porch was my hangout and the beach how lovely- too much alc wow never seen so much consumed within one week we are troopers the moontide sucks
daytona no words love that beach to death
i saw/experienced/learned some things i never ever wanted to
people can be so suprising and yet disappointing at the same time
several conciertos con rosita hah a fight which i loved and yeah
i woudnt have it any other way thooo it would be boring
people are suckered into thinking that they get away from "middle school bs" and then get away from "highschool bs" it carries over i think its reall just a thing called life... no labels necessary
as long as you have a couple real people on your side you will be just dandy and of course always be looking out for yourself ... learning this lately
so ive just been trying to go with the flow... roughly two months for summer and a whole new city with a bunch of people to meet awaits me
so many things will be left behind but never forgotten
im fortunate enough to be bringing my bestest friend with me to the good vibes city of t town... ahah and also cole and jp and who knows else awesome
kt ur in tampa my lover not too far at all and ill have to be there for some civilization thats a given
latinas at uf and one at ucf man i will miss those girls... never a dull moment and credit for extending my vocabulary and taste in musica
and all my other favorites scattered elsewhere
2 months to go balls out in otwon thats ittttt ive gotta try and do it all
hah i can sleep when i die gayyy
wow
intense
long update i like it its what has been on my mind lately anyways
peace, love, and chowdaheads
jillian
thank you cole for letting me use this as a source to embarrass myself :) :) :)