Jul 06, 2005 17:38
u kno its not even the fact of the matter.. that i get nothng but shit from everyone... i mean no matter what i do.. im always pointed out to be such a bad person... im always blamed... and no matter what i do... i can never get people to understand that i deal with the same things u all do every day of my life... so when people call me a BITCH... yah ohh well shit happens... but there wouldnt be even the smallest piece of that in me if people would even take a minute and understand me... im done with drama and all the people that bring it around... my family has turn there back on me and so have a couple of my friends... but then i realize... you really dont need that to be happy... just knowing how u are inside.. matters the most... and one day everyone will figure that out and if they dont ohhh well... there loss neways...
shits normally how it is... and i have a feeling its not gunna change for a while... but to be totally honest in despite of all the shit people talk about me and my girls.. i have to say im the luckiest girl in the world to have friends like that... to kno no matter what happens they will always be there... i dont even need to name them but its like for once in my life ive felt that i have no matter what ive done or do in the future i have u all by my side... without you all i dont kno what kind of person id be like...
Amanda
Ly
Mo
Court
Rachel
i love u guys to death and im so happy i can call u guys my freinds...
we've been thro so much shit together and thro it all
u guys still had my back...
and no matter what ill be there for u girls forever...
XoXo
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