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BASICS
01. Your gender: Female
02. Straight/gay/bi?: Straight, unless proven otherwise!
03. Single?: Yes
04. Want to be?: Yes, I am allergic to commitment
05. Your birthday: Jan 18, 1983
06. Age you act: Hehe, it ranges from 4 to 30 to 12 to 80. I also revert to infanthood sometimes.
07. Age you wish you were: 17. Out of puberty, still time to fix shit!
08. Your height: 5’10
09. The color of your eyes: Dark brown
10. Happy with it?: It would be neat to have like, ice blue eyes or something!
11. The color of your hair: Dark brown
12. Happy with it?: At the moment, actually, yes!
13. Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right - left side is practically paralyzed from inability
14. Your living arrangement?: Apartment with roomie
15. Your family: Hugeness. Immediate family, my mom, my dad, my younger sisters.
16. What's your job?: Barista!
17. Piercings?: It took me twenty years to get the ones in my ears..
18. Tattoos?: I want one soooo bad, but I still have to decide where
19. Obsessions?: Ohhh yes. But they're deeply buried and only come out passive agressively
20. Do you speak another language?: A little Spanish!
21. Have a favorite quote?: "An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind"
22. Do you have a webpage?: Somewhere...I forget what it was.
23. Sports? Do pilates count? No?
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
01. Do you live in the moment?: I live for the next moment, most of the time.
02. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: I CANNOT TOLERATE INTOLERANT PEOPLE!
03. Do you have any secrets?: Secrets?...not really, not any good ones anyway
04. Do you hate yourself?: I used to, but I'm learning to like myself
05. Do you like your handwriting?: Ha! No.
06. Do you have any bad habits?: Procrastination, ummm...OCD?
07. What is the compliment you get most from people?: My writing mostly.
08. If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called?: I actually figured this one out once...I think it was something like "
09. What's your biggest fear?: That death is not finite, and that it's just a condition of the body, and that your mind lives on forever in darkness until the only thing you can hear is the telepathic moaning of the rest of the bodies in the graveyard...I mean, um, clowns.
10. Can you sing: Ha!! No.
11. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Nah, I'm not really ever going to be cool, I gave up trying in like first grade..
12. Are you a loner?: Sometimes, people irritate me a lot.
13. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Oh hell yes. I'm an insanely remarkable person sometimes.
14. Are you a daredevil?: Yeah, sometimes it gets me into a little trouble
15. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: How easy it is to talk myself out of things, hehe
16. Are you passive or aggressive?: Passive-aggressive!
17. Have you got a question?: Why did I agree to cover that shift tonight?
18. What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My greatest strength is my determination - if I want to learn something or change something, I follow through. My weakness is my independence, which can also be my strength - I have such odd routines that people find me freakish ;)
19. If you could change one thing about yourself?: My perfectionism to come to fruition. I want things to be tidy and organized and I want to stop getting bothered when it's not! Also, my capacity for boredom, I get bored really easily.
20. There are three wells: love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Creativity - it provides for the other two as well!
21. How do you vent?: Um, by yelling? Also by screaming and shouting.
22. Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes, though I'm posing as an emotionally weak person to trick myself
23. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Doing...no. Not doing...no, actually. I guess I wish I'd gotten better grades my freshman year of high school and college?
24. Do you think life has been good so far?: Very good. I have a loving family, great friends, an incredible mind, and I've lost almost ten pounds in two weeks!
25. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: You can't live forever, and in 100 years, you will most likely be forgotten. But if you pass on a legacy of kindness, consideration, and assistance to the human race or at least one member of it, you will never die.
26. What do you like the most about your body?: Right now, my jawline, because it is like, slim and stuff! I have a completely difference facial structure.
27. And least?: My bottom teeth. Fucking wisdom teeth fucked up my orthodonture!
28. Do you think you are good looking?: Yes!
29. Are you confident?: More so than I have been in younger years.
30. What is the fictional character you're most like?: Ummm...Jack Nicolson's character in As Good As It Gets, hehe, without the gay-bashing
31. Do people know how you feel?: Most of the time, I don't hide it well..
32. Are you perceived wrongly?: Oh yeah. When I'm quiet, I'm stand-offish - when I'm loud, I'm obnoxious.
DO YOU...
01. Smoke?: At parties
02. Do drugs?: Not any extremely illegal ones!
03. Read the newspaper?: Yes
04. Pray?: Yes
05. Go to church?: From time to time
06. Talk to strangers who IM you?: Ew, no. There are 75 people on my buddy list, I have better people to talk to.
07. Sleep with stuffed animals?: Nah, but I used to sleep with the stuffed wolf my grandma made for me, until I discovered that she didn't so much make it as buy it. The manufacturing label should have probably been a red light for me.
08. Take walks in the rain?: No! I like sitting still in the rain, or dancing in the rain, but not *walking* in the rain to any particular destination
09. Talk to people even though you hate them?: Oh yes, it's called being nice to customers.
10. Drive?: Yes!
11. Like to drive fast?: Hell yes!
HAVE YOU EVER...
01. Liked your voice?: I like it more now that it's not weird sounding, like it was when I was a kid. I always thought it was insanely low but then I realized that everyone thinks that about their own voice.
02. Hurt yourself?: Ehhh, next question
03. Been out of the country?: Yes!
04. Eaten something that made other people sick?: My friend is allergic to nectarines, and I eat nectarines all the time
05. Burped?: No, actually, all the carbonated air inside me has been building up for 21 years and I can float above the air.
06. Been unfaithful?: Ehhhh
07. Been in love?: Nah
08. Done drugs?: I already said!
09. Gone skinny dipping?: Not completely..
10. Had a surgery?: Wisdom teeth, that's it..
11. Ran away from home?: Yeah, when I was like 8, hehe
12. Played strip poker?: Yeahhh, luckily I'm a good poker player!
13. Gotten beaten up?: Just by my sisters, but I kick their asses so its all good
14. Been picked on?: Ohh yes
15. Been on stage?: Yup!
16. Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Actually, yes!
17. Thought about suicide?: Yes
18. Pulled an all-nighter?: *sobs incessantly*
19. If yes, what is your record? Almost a full week, in the dorms. I wrote 350 pages of story that ended up being cracked out shit.
20. Gone one day without food?: Yup
21. Talked on the phone all night?: Heee, yup
22. Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: It is possible, contrary to popular belief!
23. Slept all day?: Oh yes
24. Killed someone?: Just babies!
25. Made out with a stranger?: Hee, yes
26. Had sex with a stranger?: Not that I know of..
27. Thought you're going crazy?: jbrgjkbweksdfhdsjkf?
28. Kissed the same sex?: Yes
29. Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Yes, but I'm easy when I'm drunk..
30. Been betrayed?: I hate that word, it's so dramatic
31. Had a dream that came true?: Yes, I'm in college studying writing, my cousin is alive and mostly well, some particular fantasies have come to life as well...not with my cousin, pervs.
32. Broken the law?: A few times, yes
33. Met a famous person?: Lots! I almost elbowed Billy Crystal in the throat and smacked Jon Lovitz on the ass!
34. Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: My mouse committed suicide when I was little...
35. Stolen anything?: Ha, yes.
36. Been on radio/TV.?: TV, on the news, but radio...THAT IS A DEEP WOUND FROM 5TH GRADE
37. Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes!
38. Had a nervous breakdown?: Hehe, ohh yes
39. Considered religious vocation?: Becoming a nun, not so much.
40. Been criticized about your sexual performance?: Yeah, I bite too much
41. Bungee jumped?: No and I wouldn't EVER, but I would sky dive
42. Had a dream that kept coming back?: Ohhh yes
CLOTHES and other fashion
01. Shoe brand?: As long as it fits and looks cute!
02. Brand of clothing?: Um, as long as it fits and looks cute!
03. Cologne/perfume?: Meh, if it smells nice, I'll wear it, or make out with a boy wearing a nice cologne.
04. What are you normally wearing to school/work?: School, my outfits are pretty standard college wear, long flowy shirts with jeans/pant/skirts - work, black pants and a black shirt, and the green apron
05. Wear hats?: I have a few newsboy caps...
06. Judge other people by their clothing?: Nah, who am I to judge?
07. Wear make-up?: Oh yes
08. Favorite place to shop?: I love the Tyler Mall..
09. Favorite article of clothing?: My hippie shirt, heee. Beaded and flowy. I wear it too much.
10. Are you trendy?: I think I am trendy, but I hate being trendy
11. Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: Ugh, NO, FUCK SIERRA VISTA
BELIEFS
01. Believe in life on other planets?: Why not!
02. Miracles?: Yup
03. Astrology?: Hehe, sometimes ;)
04. Magic?: No
05. God?: Yup
06. Satan?: Yup
07. Santa?: YES!
08. Ghosts?: Yup
09. Luck?: Oh yes
10. Love at first sight?: No, that's fucked up, it's attraction.
11. Yin and Yang?: Yup
12. Witches?: Cotton Mather says so...
13. Easter bunny?: My dad killed the Easter Bunny *sobs*
14. Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: I haven't been shown it, so no!
15. Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Yup
16. Do you wish on stars?: Nah, I wish *for* stars
LOVE, and all that jazz
01. Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Hehe no, cause I thought of Chicago
02. Do you remember your first love?: Mmmm, yes, Cam Robinson. He kissed me in second grade and I was his.
03. Still love him/her?: Nah, he turned into a wad
04. Do you consider love a mistake?: Mistake, no, fluke, yes!
05. What do you find romantic?: Truth, basic truth
06. Turn-on?: Sense of humor, heee
07. Turn-off?: No sense of humor, uggh
08. Do you base your judgment on looks alone?: Oh no, otherwise I wouldn't go out half as often
09. If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Conflicted - I've gone out with guys I didn't like before, it doesn't end well.
10. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: At this point, I want to go in blind, I'm tired of knowing everything
11. Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: YES I HAVE
12. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Hehe, yes
13. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I hope so, otherwise I'm doing something wrong!
14. What is best about the opposite sex?: The way they kiss. Girls can't rival it. Guys can kiss with tenderness and urgency at the same time.
15. What's the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Not all of them know how to kiss ;)
16. What's the last present someone gave you?: Josh made me an origami flower, awww
18. Do you consider your significant other hot?: Don't have one, so no!
19. What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: Hehe, probably check him out
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
01. That haunted you?: Haunted, ummm...probably my grandmother, but I doubt she would consider it haunting.
02. You wanted to kill?: THAT GIRL FROM MY ENGLISH CLASS. SHE IS SO ANNOYING.
03. That you laughed at?: Hehe, my poetry professor
04. That laughed at you?: Stupid Sara!
05. That turned you on?: Teeeeee, Austin. Teeee.
06. You went shopping with?: Courtney
07. That broke your heart?: ...
08. To disappoint you?: Dad
09. To make you cry?: Sarah
10. To brighten up your day?: Heee, Sara with her lovely message
11. That you thought about?: Austin again. Rwaaar..
12. You saw a movie with?: Jina
13. You talked to on the phone?: Rick
14. You talked to through IM?: Noa and Ellie
15. You saw?: Kass
16. You lost?: Jas
17. You thought was completely insane?: Me! Or, you know, someone else.
18. You wanted to be?: Jina, awww
19. You told off?: Chris
20. You trusted?: Sara
21. You turned down?: The dork who asked for my number at work
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
01. Smiled?: A few minutes ago when Noa showed up!
02. Laughed?: An hour ago, at work
03. Cried?: Ooohhh God, maybe a month ago?
04. Bought something?: I bought another pilates video yesterday!
05. Danced?: Ummm...a few weeks ago
06. Were sarcastic?: Hehe, probably to a customer tonight
07. Hugged someone?: Kass tonight, aww
08. Talked to an ex?: Valentine's Day, ouch
09. Watched your fave movie?: I watched Godfather last week
10. Had a nightmare?: During lecture!
11. Talked on the phone?: Like 2 seconds ago
12. Listened to the radio?: Last night, well, this morning
13. Watched TV?: Right now!
14. Went out?: Just came back in, though work probably doesnt count...
15. Helped someone?: An hour ago, STUPID CUSTOMERS
16. Were mean?: An hour ago, STUPID CUSTOMERS
17. Sang?: In the car on the way home!
18. Saw a movie in a theatre?: Ohhh, Girl With a Pearl Earring, a few weeks ago
19. Said "I love you"? A few hours ago to Josh
20. Missed someone?: Where is my Ceriiiii...
21. Fought with a family member?: Last weekend, blech
22. Fought with a friend?: I think Sum and I are still not down
23. Had a serious conversation?: Not today, that's for damn sure! Maybe yesterday?
24. Got drunk?: Yikes, Valentines Day, I think. Sober!Jen!
25. Had sex?: Valentine's Day again..