"don't you want to get better?" "tonight I do."

[oncewasenough]

In some ways it's hard being away from the city. I miss everyone terribly. (It's still strange that you're not included in that group anymore.) I love the noise and the dirty public transit and the buildings and the fast-pace. But being home has reminded me of how much I love birds and flowers and the smell of cut grass and driving and my family. It had been too long. I'm staying busy, I only have a few more days here and I'm kind of sad about that. I'm definitely not waiting 5 months to come home again.

I don't have anything else nice to say so I probably shouldn't say anything at all. Anyone who cares already knows anyway. I love you guys, thank you for everything.