Apr 01, 2007 23:56
I am starving. And I have almost nothing to eat here. Because I have almost no money. Spending almost $100 a month at Borders has finally caught up with me. But it's so worth it. I have probably 3 years of books waiting to be read. They're all over my room, filling my closets, covering my desk. Some are new, some are used, all are waiting for me to crack their spines and ravish them. It's a good feeling.
We did nothing this weekend and yet I was so productive today. It was glorious. I spent all day cleaning my house and cleaning out my closets for Goodwill. It's so nice to have clean floors and laundry. I love Sunday cleaning more than most things. Ok, I love cleaning in general more than most things. I fantasize about cleaning other people's houses and office spaces.
I'm reading See Jane Win, the Rimm report about successful women. It's really interesting how most successful women have similar backgrounds. Most were not very social (check), experienced high expectations put forth by their parents (check) and ended up in the profession that they showed the most aptitude in while they were children (check). It's the perfect thing for me to be reading right now, when I need the most motivation. I can't wait to get into the swing of law school and then start working in the real world with a career that will make a difference.
I caught the tail end of Shalom in the Home today and it reminded me of how much I love Jewish men. And then I started watching What Not To Wear and I realized how much I love the bitchy gays. Something happened in my development as a women wear I missed out on how to do girl things. (Alexa, you asked me once what I meant when I said I needed to be more feminine and I rudely never answered you. This is what I mean.) Girl things like wear makeup in a variety of colors and match clothing. I wear the same colors of eyeshadow everyday. I have two, wait three now, colors of shoes: black, brown, and white. I'm a little hopeless. Someone should make me go shopping. But I probably would make up some reason not to go anyway.
I love spending nights with Chris next to me, not talking, just being.