Late Night
Hey there,
Sorry. I know it's late. But I can't sleep. I'm used to sleeping being freezing by the AC but with Shea sleeping next to me..the warmth..not really a bad thing..just something I'm just not used to. But while we're on the subject. He and I are obviously still together. As a matter of fact, our one year is this Friday! My longest relationship...EVER! I can't wait.
What I can't wait more for is that he's taking me to Daytona Beach, FL. for the whole week. I've never been. But we leave Monday and I can't wait to wake up everyday next to him. It's funny, first I went on a family vacation for a week and then the day I got back he left for vacation with his family. So we were literally apart for about two weeks. It drove me crazy. We were both too busy [not to mention my lack of service in WI]to talk. And I became so wrapped up in missing him to a point where when I went to counseling..she said to me, "I'm so glad you're doing alright and that you and Shea are happy. Do you still think about Sean?". I quite literally had to stop and think. Who? I had completely lost all train of thought of him. Instead of being stuck on Sean's and my first kiss.. I'm constantly thinking about the day Shea and I first hung out outside of work. I don't compare them anymore because they're each their own person. But whatever the case may be.. Sean and every memory that time period brings up..is GONE! And Shea and all the love we share..now that..that is here to stay.
Okay now that you're all done listening to my love life.. I figure if anyone does read this that I can tell you I'm not leaving Amherst quite yet. In fact, by some miracle.. I graduated and now I'm attending the Nashua Tech come fall. Which is alright. Hopefully I will only be there for a year and then Shea and I can move out of our houses and start our own life. He's even talking about after getting his Associates in Marketing and Management this year that he wants to help me open my dive shop. MY DREAM?! He wants to help me with my dream?! Crazy. But so yeah, if you're ever in town again. Or you haven't gone too far then make sure to come visit me sometime.
Uh oh.. I think he's waking up.. SHHHHHH!!! :-]
Love always,
Natalie Mae Beatrice
Sorry. I know it's late. But I can't sleep. I'm used to sleeping being freezing by the AC but with Shea sleeping next to me..the warmth..not really a bad thing..just something I'm just not used to. But while we're on the subject. He and I are obviously still together. As a matter of fact, our one year is this Friday! My longest relationship...EVER! I can't wait.
What I can't wait more for is that he's taking me to Daytona Beach, FL. for the whole week. I've never been. But we leave Monday and I can't wait to wake up everyday next to him. It's funny, first I went on a family vacation for a week and then the day I got back he left for vacation with his family. So we were literally apart for about two weeks. It drove me crazy. We were both too busy [not to mention my lack of service in WI]to talk. And I became so wrapped up in missing him to a point where when I went to counseling..she said to me, "I'm so glad you're doing alright and that you and Shea are happy. Do you still think about Sean?". I quite literally had to stop and think. Who? I had completely lost all train of thought of him. Instead of being stuck on Sean's and my first kiss.. I'm constantly thinking about the day Shea and I first hung out outside of work. I don't compare them anymore because they're each their own person. But whatever the case may be.. Sean and every memory that time period brings up..is GONE! And Shea and all the love we share..now that..that is here to stay.
Okay now that you're all done listening to my love life.. I figure if anyone does read this that I can tell you I'm not leaving Amherst quite yet. In fact, by some miracle.. I graduated and now I'm attending the Nashua Tech come fall. Which is alright. Hopefully I will only be there for a year and then Shea and I can move out of our houses and start our own life. He's even talking about after getting his Associates in Marketing and Management this year that he wants to help me open my dive shop. MY DREAM?! He wants to help me with my dream?! Crazy. But so yeah, if you're ever in town again. Or you haven't gone too far then make sure to come visit me sometime.
Uh oh.. I think he's waking up.. SHHHHHH!!! :-]
Love always,
Natalie Mae Beatrice