Woah Now...
Hello people. So today was a very interesting day. And it started off with my being exhausted because...yeah I didn't sleep at ALL during the weekend. It was just impossible. I kept thinking about Cole and his mom. I felt so terrible. I mean a feeling like "It was my fault... I should have done something." You know? Like I couldn't even imagine how Cole feels...
But so anyways, when I got to school I kept thinking "I wonder if Cole is here today." And never once saw him. Then at lunch I started leaving for advisory when I bumped into him... literally. He's like "Ooohhh sorry natalie." and put his hand on my shoulder. I took one look at him and knew I would burst into tears. So i was like "Don't worry about it :-)" and ran.... lol
But although I felt like I was going to cry... it meant the world to me to see him with a smile on and in school. I had a strong feeling him and his dad would move... of course I'm not saying they aren't but.... yeah I don't know what I do without him there... Amherst needs some more descent guys like him. ;-) Such an amazing guy... how could something so terrible happen to him.... so unfair.
<33 Natalie Mae Beatrice
But so anyways, when I got to school I kept thinking "I wonder if Cole is here today." And never once saw him. Then at lunch I started leaving for advisory when I bumped into him... literally. He's like "Ooohhh sorry natalie." and put his hand on my shoulder. I took one look at him and knew I would burst into tears. So i was like "Don't worry about it :-)" and ran.... lol
But although I felt like I was going to cry... it meant the world to me to see him with a smile on and in school. I had a strong feeling him and his dad would move... of course I'm not saying they aren't but.... yeah I don't know what I do without him there... Amherst needs some more descent guys like him. ;-) Such an amazing guy... how could something so terrible happen to him.... so unfair.
<33 Natalie Mae Beatrice