I Am the Swan Queen!
So I know it's been a while, especially for me, blah blah blah. But Livejournal is usually a huge distraction to be and I really needed to take a break to get some work done for school. Of course, my grades haven't been suffering and this little break hasn't really brought up my grades either.
Now I won't hide my inner rage from any of you. I want people to read my blog. It's only a link away and there are different things on there. I find it very disappointing that only one of you commented once and that same person is following me. There should be at least another comment.
scalesweightingthingsout.blogspot.com/ now go try again. And thank you already to just_2nd_best for commenting and following. And a note for if you usually don't read my journals, but are today for some reason, I'm not really serious about being upset. I just would like you to check out another place where you can see what I think of the world.
Anyway, happy two day's after Valentines day/ Wednesday!
I have no idea why today is awesome but yesterday was awesome and particularly sad. I'll be graduating soon, and yes I'm going there, and it's just really sad. I love my friends, I don't have a lot of friends that don't go to my school and so I'm relying a lot on them. Of course there are some people that I WON'T miss but much more that I will miss.
Yesterday I realized that they are really different from other people I've met and so it's gonna be hard trying to find friends I'm compatible with. And I know what you're going to say "Well college is coming up and you're going to make new and better friends and forget your old friends, bleh" Well no that's where you're wrong because I'm going to UCF and personally I don't think there is anyone there that I WANT to be friends with. Besides I plan on keeping in touch with a few people. I plan on sticking close to all of those people who might have lots of money some day. Haha no, but I won't be unrealistic. I do have a friend that I really don't want to lose, but I know I will because she's loose and a little wild. Also she left one summer for a college program and she just became a different person, so totally into her college friends and acting distant.
It did go away, but if she acts like that in one summer, a four years+ will change her personally. And as sad as that it, I can't really do much else but try. We have all this stuff that our parents didn't have, we CAN keep in touch if we don't let the drama and soul sucking abilities of school distract us too much.
I guess I'm just in a good, uplifting mood. Goodbye my lovelies <3
ps: I've been watching American Psycho, great movie! Very funny.
Now I won't hide my inner rage from any of you. I want people to read my blog. It's only a link away and there are different things on there. I find it very disappointing that only one of you commented once and that same person is following me. There should be at least another comment.
scalesweightingthingsout.blogspot.com/ now go try again. And thank you already to just_2nd_best for commenting and following. And a note for if you usually don't read my journals, but are today for some reason, I'm not really serious about being upset. I just would like you to check out another place where you can see what I think of the world.
Anyway, happy two day's after Valentines day/ Wednesday!
I have no idea why today is awesome but yesterday was awesome and particularly sad. I'll be graduating soon, and yes I'm going there, and it's just really sad. I love my friends, I don't have a lot of friends that don't go to my school and so I'm relying a lot on them. Of course there are some people that I WON'T miss but much more that I will miss.
Yesterday I realized that they are really different from other people I've met and so it's gonna be hard trying to find friends I'm compatible with. And I know what you're going to say "Well college is coming up and you're going to make new and better friends and forget your old friends, bleh" Well no that's where you're wrong because I'm going to UCF and personally I don't think there is anyone there that I WANT to be friends with. Besides I plan on keeping in touch with a few people. I plan on sticking close to all of those people who might have lots of money some day. Haha no, but I won't be unrealistic. I do have a friend that I really don't want to lose, but I know I will because she's loose and a little wild. Also she left one summer for a college program and she just became a different person, so totally into her college friends and acting distant.
It did go away, but if she acts like that in one summer, a four years+ will change her personally. And as sad as that it, I can't really do much else but try. We have all this stuff that our parents didn't have, we CAN keep in touch if we don't let the drama and soul sucking abilities of school distract us too much.
I guess I'm just in a good, uplifting mood. Goodbye my lovelies <3
ps: I've been watching American Psycho, great movie! Very funny.