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[onandoff]

Like a sailor who's lost his legs, I'm trying to find balance. Being at my parent's place helps. Something I've realized is that the only way I can see possible to get over her quickly is to hate her. To focus on all of the bad things, and there were many, and try to convince myself that she wronged me. I know that I can rebound quickly in this way

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[__thedialtone]

I'm really proud of everything you've learned throughout this whole ordeal. You are a changed man coming out the other end, and an even more beautiful person who has basked in his vulnerability, something I haven't seen you do in a long time. I think it's important to feel it, because if you don't, everyone will always be kept at arms length. And ego is a three letter word too, and yet it seems to convey so much power than the word sad does, yes. The word sad seems weak, yet, I don't doubt that limp of yours is due to weakness.

Passion equals pain, or the opportunity to experience it anyway. I'm glad you loved. Love is only a four letter word, and look how much that means.

Love you.