Aug 17, 2004 15:53
He got pulled out officially on Friday. The good news is they gave him the clearance to take the DLPT. He's scheduled to take it on the 23 and 24 of August. Soon, huh? I hope he does well on it. Everyone he speaks to who already took it says that he should do just fine, and I hope they're right. I'm putting my faith in their faith at this point. Aside from that, Warren says that he's glad to actually be "working" again, even if he is just pushing papers and such.
I'm busy busy busy as usual. I had a list of about ten things I wanted to do but I only got done four or so. That's how it usually goes. At least today most of the things on my to do list were things I WANTED to do and not things I HAD to do.
I'm meeting up with my French professor tonight. She just got back from a trip to France, so I want to sort of chat it up with her, see how she liked it, ask as many questions (in French) as I possibly can. Gosh, I hope I don't get all nervous again. Seems that each time I speak French now I get all jittery. I'm getting SO nervous about my trip. Gosh, I'm going to be a mess when I first get off the plane. I need to study more. Ack.
Counseling has been going relatively well so far. She gives me homework which is kind of cool. I like thinking. Speaking of, I have to work on a couple of things in the next week or so. Things like recording my flaws and figuring out my biggest flaw, and thinking/writing about how I get drawn to toxic people. I'm actually looking forward to sitting down and doing that. I need to think about those things. More than that, I need someone to help me make sense of what I find out. Seems I do very well anylizing my thoughts and feelings, but since my analysis is also skewed by my feelings all I end up with is one big conundrum.
I feel as though my writing is lacking continuity today. My thoughts are too scattered. It lacks personality. And it's bothering me, so I'm stopping now.