Better feel i Hmmmm
no. i still wake up with pains in my stomach. i can't go to the doctor because i don't have any insurance. i woke up at six forty and went and just sat in the bathroom floor. dry heaving. i still feel like shit especially at five in the morning mike had woke me up not on purpose just the bag of chips kept me from falling back asleep. i tried not to sound rude but i probably did. sorry.
i'm not going to work today and my mother wants me to come over so she can give me some medicine she has. i should probably eat something but i fear it won't settle in my stomach. i feel a like a little bit closer to getting over someone. to quote weezer "this happend to me twice before, won't happen to me anymore." two summers in a row i feel i have been mislead by two girls. so much for caring for people that don't show the same feelings. why can't i stop myself from doing these things. because of what i've done i threw away a relationship. hurt her and then had it all come back around on me. i just don't care about my health or well being as of now.
i'm not going to work today and my mother wants me to come over so she can give me some medicine she has. i should probably eat something but i fear it won't settle in my stomach. i feel a like a little bit closer to getting over someone. to quote weezer "this happend to me twice before, won't happen to me anymore." two summers in a row i feel i have been mislead by two girls. so much for caring for people that don't show the same feelings. why can't i stop myself from doing these things. because of what i've done i threw away a relationship. hurt her and then had it all come back around on me. i just don't care about my health or well being as of now.