she confuses me and i think about it too much.
i know my friends can tell when i'm like this but i don't know what to do. they could give advice but it probably won't help, my mind greatly out weighs what others say. which isn't to fair. i hear what they say and know it will help but i just can't accept it. the fact that i want things to be going in my favor makes me disregard what others have to say. i've never know how she has felt about me. vaugeness. i just want it to go away. my stomach cant handle all this. why won't it go away?