Day 4
Crazy weekend of shows. I had a lot of out of body experiences while on stage... my inner monologue was like "is this really happening? am i really doing this right now?" Scary it freaks me out like i'll distract myself. Anyway, saw Sex and the City 2 and so much of Carrie in me. It had a lot of relationship stuff which of course I was comparing my situation to. It's weird, ever since we had the talk about taking a break things seem better than ever. it may have just stimulated something that was on the back burner because of our distance and his mom's illness. i'm glad he's consciously taking time for himself these days because i can tell he's been happier and we are looking at our relationship from a new perspective. So that's positive. i lost a pound and as silly as it sounds my skinny jeans felt a whole lot more comfortable.
F- 2/2 coffee, apple, egg white omlet w/ grilled chicken and tri colored peppers, 1/2 cup grn beans, frozen mango chunks, tea
W- 2/2
E- 2/2 performance ballet 3 hours
P- 2/2
C- 2/2 Saw Sex and the City. Fun, ridiculous, and somewhat thought provoking about relationships.
4, 1, 36/40
i have 3 days off this week before our next performance. it's the end of our season so we aren't used to this laid back of a schedule. i'm getting up and hitting the gym first thing when i get up.... without setting an alarm :D beauty rest is much needed.
F- 2/2 coffee, apple, egg white omlet w/ grilled chicken and tri colored peppers, 1/2 cup grn beans, frozen mango chunks, tea
W- 2/2
E- 2/2 performance ballet 3 hours
P- 2/2
C- 2/2 Saw Sex and the City. Fun, ridiculous, and somewhat thought provoking about relationships.
4, 1, 36/40
i have 3 days off this week before our next performance. it's the end of our season so we aren't used to this laid back of a schedule. i'm getting up and hitting the gym first thing when i get up.... without setting an alarm :D beauty rest is much needed.