Some hope

[ominousthomas]

Well I have some hope, my cousin Alissa stleast loves and cares about me as well as my Uncle Tom who is helping me get insurance and maybe go take art classes. I have one dear friend who is beautiful. Becky, who is intelligent beyond all comparison but crazy as a loon. But thsts what I like I guess cause I gotta try something else. You have a new man, you obviously don't love me or care about me anymore and as much as I love you and want you back I know it isn't an option your family would never allow it. And your not my little hellion anymore, your a good little girl who doesm what mummy and daddy says no. I miss you but I need love, I need someone to love me and care about me and if I have any chance at happiness I have to take it, I wish it was with you but I guess not. It'll alwsys be here Lauren, and ill always love you, and moremthan anything ill prob always be willing to leave any one to go back to you no ,atter how bad you are for me. I love you too much

Also fuck Paige fuck her rotten I sexually scsrred her, get the fuck over t, it was ten years ago, you can't remove consent days latter it has been dogging me forever andmi sick of it, I've begged to talk about it but no it's water under the bridge no we wrre drunk teens it's ok Tom. Well obviously it's not pai so cut ties with me all you want. Lauren love of my life, your just fun to party with. And even I fuvking deserve better than your heave ho via text