My stupidface weekend!:(
This weekend was a ginormous poop!:( lol I was all alone and did absolutely nooting.Im supposed to go to the movies later though..but w/e.I was really depressed and didnt feel well~and started goin crazy again.I wanted to die...or just cut.Or OD.But i didnt!!Ohh myyy I didnt u guys!:) I did make a star tattoo on my leg and FTW again on my ankle~but thats it.And just a few scratches..but nooting else.I just took a few pills and made myself go to sleep.:( Isnt that good though?No blood...For all of you who havent been there and think wut I did was wrong~FUCK YOU! I did well this weekend,and im really trying!S0o yesh,I lost my sanity just for a little while,but found it midway and stopped myself.I think ill be okay eventually.Next weekend is gunna be the bombshittt!:) I didnt care about not going out this weekend(im used to it),andddd cuz im looking forward to spending all next weekend with a g0od friend of mine.:) The clouds cried for meee all day yesterday cuz I was s0oo super sadded.But they stopped-cuz today I just relaxed and put everything out of my mind as I always do.I have to hide my marks from Steph though and Matt..:( cuz They'll get s0o worried and madded at me!!And I doooont want that!I dont want Steph to punch me again and be disappointed either.Good thing I dont really wear shorts.I can live with not wearing any skirts for a while so i think itll be alright.:( Im eating m&ms now which are sooo yummy in my empty tummy!mmmm...Annnnd Queen of the Damned is coming on s0on!Muwahaha~Lucky me!:) S0o Ill write more later.I hope you all had a better weekend than I did!:( Bye my loves..