And in her sorrow she finds a beautiful silence.

[ominous_tears]

Ahhhh what a long night!! I have such a knarley headache because I don't have glasses. >.> Hopefully within this month, I can get examined and buy some new ones. (: I just got the internet functioning again, thank goooodness, so now I can be up all night with something to actually do. Yay! Considering I still don't ever have cable. Lol I'm having such a pain in the ass time though, because I'm trying to work on a few new songs on guitar, buuuut attempting to not hit my new tattoo. :( Ooowwwiee, No es bueno. I've been spending a lot of time outside lately. Sitting out by the park, or with my neighbor on her wood deck. It's been so refreshing, especially with cool weather and trying to get over the freakin flu I got. Having so much alone time is giving me a lot of clarity, and plenty of space to grow, especially musically. It's been making my heart ache fucking terribly... But it happens. My friends have been so amazing, listening and consoling me.<3 I appreciate so much the encouragement to work on my music. I have those small and awesome moments where I feel so free and myself. Those infinite moments. God have I missed that. The other night I sat down and just wrote out this entire song. Theeeen, proceeded to write the chord progression with my guitar. I was so damn thrilled with how easily I pulled out the emotion. It intrigues me the ways you can convey emotion with your instrument. I've learned that I can seek solace in my guitar, thankfully. When I'm empty, lost, frustrated and my hearts aching, I can work it out. /sigh My eyes are hurting terribly, I'm going to go for the night. Here's one of the songs I've written lately, let me know what you think. (: Grazie.<3 -Ang

Breathe in Today Lyrics
By Angelica Juliano

CHORDS: A/Am/A7/Bm/C/E/F/G

I'm not sure how to feel
All I know is I'm alone
All these years by my side
Now you're letting in the cold

Tonight I lay down
Reach across to touch you
The emptiness beside me
Makes us both the fool

[Chorus]
Hopeless for tomorrow
That's what you've done to me
Giving in now mean losing everything

I'm wondering where you are now
Your face still seems so near
You've killed me with false promises
That I can no longer bare to hear

Haunted by your presence
I still long to have you here
Breathing in a bitter hope
This pain will disappear

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Never planned my life without you
But I'm tired of the games
What did I fight so long for?
When you could never reciprocate?

[chorus]

What strings do I pluck?
Which words can I say?
I ache for tomorrow
And just breathe in today...