oh Dear God...
I went over to Alisha(Mikes girlfriend's) lj and it had a link in it about the flu in Colorado..and to think I'm pretty damn close to Co. and how Jordan has the flu..reading about a couple that had twin boys and lost one of them in a matter of a few days..one day healthy and a few days later.....dead.
Jordan has a terrible cough, red, runny nose, aches and pains all over..and a fever.
Now if you know me..and I mean really KNOW ME..you know I must be shitting bricks right now, you know how paranoid I get and what not..Jordan hasnt had a constant fever though..it'll go away and come back..considering Jordan missed a shot because he has no health insurance cuz I have none and I'm not working yet causes another problem..I'm so scared of losing him..EVER! One of the reasons why I wished I had had an abortion is because I dont want to have to have that fear of burying your own child! that was a major reason why I didnt want any kids in the first place is because I dont want to hear that knock on the door, or phone call late at night..I'm looking at him right now, he is sitting on the couch, in boxers..watching Justin Timberlake-Cry me a River on MTV hits channel..taking the spoon and empty yogurt thing and pretending to eat out of it..and just thinking what the hell would I do if I ever lost him??
Jordan has a terrible cough, red, runny nose, aches and pains all over..and a fever.
Now if you know me..and I mean really KNOW ME..you know I must be shitting bricks right now, you know how paranoid I get and what not..Jordan hasnt had a constant fever though..it'll go away and come back..considering Jordan missed a shot because he has no health insurance cuz I have none and I'm not working yet causes another problem..I'm so scared of losing him..EVER! One of the reasons why I wished I had had an abortion is because I dont want to have to have that fear of burying your own child! that was a major reason why I didnt want any kids in the first place is because I dont want to hear that knock on the door, or phone call late at night..I'm looking at him right now, he is sitting on the couch, in boxers..watching Justin Timberlake-Cry me a River on MTV hits channel..taking the spoon and empty yogurt thing and pretending to eat out of it..and just thinking what the hell would I do if I ever lost him??