Dec 02, 2005 15:55
I'm cleaning my room... I'm sorta down right now... X.x no idea why... but when I get super depressed and angry with myself, I clean... this is all probably because I've been lazy for so long I finally can't stand myself anymore X.x I havn't showered in 2 days either... I should go do that after I'm done with all my laundry...
AIM and MSN still won't work... my speakers arn't working... photoshop is being a lame ass POS... Paint wont open... my DVD player ate my Boy's Don't Cry DVD...;.; I love that movie... I'm taking apart my DVD player... maybe I can try to fix it too...
Neko keeps bothering me... X.x and knocking shit over... he knocked over my bookshelf about 2 days ago and I beat the shit out him... that was the only time I've ever done that to him, but now he's terrified if I yell him name and sound angry...
I need a new computer... X.x this one keeps deleting my files, and files I want to delete it won't delete them... and this whole freezing every other hour... yeah... I wanted to throw it out my window and take a fucking hammer to it... >.>... yeah...
I'm on my 2nd load of laundry... and I can't shower till I have some clean clothes I can wear... hence the doing of laundry, hence I'm insane...
I can't think of anything else to do... X.x hopefully tomorrow things will start working better and I'll feel a bit better... ¬.¬()