Times have changed...
Reading a friend's entry reminded me of how things have changed a shit load for me...
I used to be a simi-popular, always out and about, never slowing down teenager... one of those kids who always was walking around the lunch room saying hey to everyone like a fucking senator running for office... being friends with everyone from the coolest skater kids to the most saddest looking dorks you ever saw... I connected with everyone...
But see, no one saw alot of what was really going on, no one stopped to ask... except for Jessica... she was a good friend... mainly because she understood alot of what was going on. I didn't tell my friends for atleast 3 months that my parents were getting a divorce... and even then they didn't seem to care much... I got a, 'Oh, I'm sorry...*pat pat* anyways...' a few times... X.x
Then I went through my extreme depression... going back and forth like a borrowed car between parents... discovering that a court house is easy to memorize, and I now know which rooms to go to for which court... family court 11th floor, custody court 10th...
Then I wrapped myself up in my internet world... like I do now... cutting myself off from the outside... because people out there are mean, cruel, and don't give a shit about what their action do to others... all they want is to get to the top... beat all the rest... which is sad because when you get to the top, what else is there to do now than to be beat by someone else...? Isn't that a kick in the nuts...!
I donno, this entire entry makes no point, I'm tired, and AIM and MSN are being lame ass POS... I want to kill them dead...
Sorry to people on there... X.x they arn't letting me IM people, they keep saying, 'System Error: Code Lick my Nuts' or some shit... X3 I'll get on tomorrows <3<3
toodles...
I used to be a simi-popular, always out and about, never slowing down teenager... one of those kids who always was walking around the lunch room saying hey to everyone like a fucking senator running for office... being friends with everyone from the coolest skater kids to the most saddest looking dorks you ever saw... I connected with everyone...
But see, no one saw alot of what was really going on, no one stopped to ask... except for Jessica... she was a good friend... mainly because she understood alot of what was going on. I didn't tell my friends for atleast 3 months that my parents were getting a divorce... and even then they didn't seem to care much... I got a, 'Oh, I'm sorry...*pat pat* anyways...' a few times... X.x
Then I went through my extreme depression... going back and forth like a borrowed car between parents... discovering that a court house is easy to memorize, and I now know which rooms to go to for which court... family court 11th floor, custody court 10th...
Then I wrapped myself up in my internet world... like I do now... cutting myself off from the outside... because people out there are mean, cruel, and don't give a shit about what their action do to others... all they want is to get to the top... beat all the rest... which is sad because when you get to the top, what else is there to do now than to be beat by someone else...? Isn't that a kick in the nuts...!
I donno, this entire entry makes no point, I'm tired, and AIM and MSN are being lame ass POS... I want to kill them dead...
Sorry to people on there... X.x they arn't letting me IM people, they keep saying, 'System Error: Code Lick my Nuts' or some shit... X3 I'll get on tomorrows <3<3
toodles...