Today was one of the good ones. The good days. The happy days.

I'm not saying the snake wasn't present. Because it was, painfully so.
That little piece of shit.

It was silenced many times though, by the happiness. I got a pretty necklace as a Christmas present.
And lots and lots of love.

(I needed that lots and lots of love.)

And I am going to ( Read more... )

I just found the post below by accident. I'd written it about a month ago, and not being able to post it. I don't really know why, since I've been able to post worse before.

Well, well, now it's done either way. And it's doesn't really matter what anyone thinks about what I write anymore. The information you can receive from here is not really for ( Read more... )

Home. Back again.
'Tis been an amazing week. Away from home, away from my family. I loved it.

Now I'm home again and soon I'm heading to Bulgaria. Expect me ginger bread-brown when back. Ha!
Stupidly enough, I'm not too excited about Bulgaria. Meaning leaving things I love behind. For two weeks. I'm weak.

Well, excluding that.. My life in general.. I ( Read more... )

This is my last normal school day. My last day. Frikk'.
I can't wait to get out, at the same time as I don't want to go.. I'm just scared, y'know? I'm scared it won't be as it used to be, that we won't see each other as often, as we won't keep in touch as much or won't want to keep in touch. I'm just scared to lose you. That's all.

And that is all. ( Read more... )

A subject that didn't get past me today, was the interesting fact that some people can only be happy when they're unhappy.
It's totally unlogical, both in theory and in real life. Seriously, how can you be happy if you're unhappy? How can you be unhappy if you're happy?

I can understand how you feel more secure when being unhappy if that's how you've ( Read more... )

I've been thinking..

Happiness must be the most coveted feeling in the world. And surely the most misunderstood.
People who do not have it, they struggle to achieve it. But that's where they go wrong.

True happiness is not something you can create. It's not something achievable.
Because, you see, your consiousness cannot control nor conjure true ( Read more... )