Cur with a Computer
I've been thinking about getting one lately. Probably going with a mac. Haven't decided yet on a laptop or desktop. For a laptop I am thinking of going with a PowerBook G4, maybe G5; for desktop, Power Mac G5. I am initially going to use it for writing, but I want to eventually get a digital camera and video stuff to work on it as well. The Power Mac I want will have 160GB which is good enough for 15-25 minutes of video. I want to shoot a video series, somewhere between 5 and 7 episodes long. I have it planned out, just haven't written anything for it yet.
Been working on my fantasy novel idea. Got a great opening line, just have to come up with the rest myself. I already have some of the beginning, but I keep thinking there's something missing. I've been sleepless about this idea for some time now; tonight I'm wanting to go to bed earlier than 06.30.
My sister is supposed to wake me up in the morning and help me clean my room. I want to be a different person by the end of this summer. There is a lot I want to change, but I've just been so apathetic at changing it. Maybe lethargy helped at one time; now I'm just tired of being nothing in my own eyes. I want to change, but do I really want to? I know I have to. I need to get out of this house and start my own family with Renee. Like the world really needs little mes running around. But, still, I need to do something with my life.
Checklist to self:
1-Clean Room
2-Masturbate to Relieve Stress
3-Pick a Career
4-Masturbate to Relieve Stress
5-Research Colleges Pertaining to Career
6-Masturbate to Relieve Stress
7-Masturbate to Relieve Stress from Masturbating to Relieve Stress Too Much
Masturbation is self-improvement, and destruction; perhaps that's my problem. I either do it too much, or not enough.
Anyway, item #1 on the checklist will be done by Wednesday afternoon. I need to take charge of my life, become something to someone. Maybe this is the first step of breaking the apathy. But, as I speak now, I feel nothing but utter lassitude.
Good-bye, my dearest droogs.
Been working on my fantasy novel idea. Got a great opening line, just have to come up with the rest myself. I already have some of the beginning, but I keep thinking there's something missing. I've been sleepless about this idea for some time now; tonight I'm wanting to go to bed earlier than 06.30.
My sister is supposed to wake me up in the morning and help me clean my room. I want to be a different person by the end of this summer. There is a lot I want to change, but I've just been so apathetic at changing it. Maybe lethargy helped at one time; now I'm just tired of being nothing in my own eyes. I want to change, but do I really want to? I know I have to. I need to get out of this house and start my own family with Renee. Like the world really needs little mes running around. But, still, I need to do something with my life.
Checklist to self:
1-Clean Room
2-Masturbate to Relieve Stress
3-Pick a Career
4-Masturbate to Relieve Stress
5-Research Colleges Pertaining to Career
6-Masturbate to Relieve Stress
7-Masturbate to Relieve Stress from Masturbating to Relieve Stress Too Much
Masturbation is self-improvement, and destruction; perhaps that's my problem. I either do it too much, or not enough.
Anyway, item #1 on the checklist will be done by Wednesday afternoon. I need to take charge of my life, become something to someone. Maybe this is the first step of breaking the apathy. But, as I speak now, I feel nothing but utter lassitude.
Good-bye, my dearest droogs.