Jul 05, 2005 18:17
Things with GW are shittier than shit. Ah, well. I can only blame myself for it! It's just that I'm not sure he's the person I thought he was, and vice versa.
In all honesty, he is an amazing guy. Some people think that he's perfect. Even if that is the case, I'm not sure if he's perfect for me. And it's also probably due to the fact that I have major commitment issues. Don't most people?
Anyway, I'm not sure if I feel it anymore. I know at the beginning I was smitten, but almost everyone is near the beginning of the chase. But maybe the novelty of 'the new crush' has worn off. I really want us to stay friends, but I'm not sure if that's even realistic.
Loss is never easy or simple, even if you try to convince yourself otherwise.