Nov 30, 2003 22:30
-You're wasting your time.
Like I actually own time? I listened to a song just now and realised that it was 4:16 of my life I can never have again.
Also, I realized that nothing really bad has ever happened to me. I beginning figure that I'm due. I feel like challenging fate. I don't know how to explain it, but it's been like i've been living in a movie for my whole life. And nothing that would actually truely threaten my chance at happiness is possible. Prison, death, they just dont seem like they can actually happen. I mean, even if I waste 15,000 dollars, that's about a year of work. Work that might suck, but I don't work the whole day or week. Everyone says that no one lives forever, but I can't remember a single second when I wasn't living. And I've got a feeling that I will never be able to.
Now if only I can convince myself.
Yours