i long to die.

[oliviaslies]

 where the fuck am i?
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!
no one understands.
i'm shit.
failure.
a black abyss of nothingness.
I will never mean anything to anyone.
no one will ever love me like he did.
im not good enough.
im a fucking fat whale.
i'm ugly. 
id like to slice open my veins and bleed until i am no longer here.
fuck me.
stab me.
i hope i burn.