My heart is blistering.
Well I've lost a little bit more weight.
I can tell by the way my clothes are fitting.
I have IOP today from 3-6 in cleveland.
I met a boy in my IOP that I can buy weed off.
Is that kinda strange?
Yeah, I think so.
Then I have dance after that.
I leave on monday for Orlando Florida.
I have Starpower Dance Nationals there.
I'm staying for a week.
For some reason I'm not looking forward to it.
Maybe because of the fact that not many people at dance talk to me anymore.
I don't know why.
I think some are scared of me.
Haha because I'm a huge threat to society!
Whatever.
Nationals won't be the same this year.
Brenna and I aren't friends anymore.
Last year me Brenna and Liz went to Blizzard Beach and had a blast!
That's not the case this year because we aren't friends anymore.
Oh well.
I'll probably just get real smashed with Allison and Taylor.
Allison is going to be a sophmore.
Taylor is going to be a Freshman.
I hate to corrupt them.
But oh well, I think someone got to them first.
Anyway, does anyone have any ideas how to sneak ciggs on a plane?
I'm 16 so I'm not legally allowed to have them so I don't know how to take them to florida with me.
I would love to bring some weed but I have no idea how that would work.
And that's definitly way too risky.
I haven't cut myself in 2 weeks.
I have been amazingly tempted, but still I'm proud that I haven't.
I've been restricting, but not as bad as usual.
I've been taking my insulin and my blood sugars are really really good.
I still hate my life.
I don't even know how I'm still here.
Someone answer me.
Am I really still here?
I can tell by the way my clothes are fitting.
I have IOP today from 3-6 in cleveland.
I met a boy in my IOP that I can buy weed off.
Is that kinda strange?
Yeah, I think so.
Then I have dance after that.
I leave on monday for Orlando Florida.
I have Starpower Dance Nationals there.
I'm staying for a week.
For some reason I'm not looking forward to it.
Maybe because of the fact that not many people at dance talk to me anymore.
I don't know why.
I think some are scared of me.
Haha because I'm a huge threat to society!
Whatever.
Nationals won't be the same this year.
Brenna and I aren't friends anymore.
Last year me Brenna and Liz went to Blizzard Beach and had a blast!
That's not the case this year because we aren't friends anymore.
Oh well.
I'll probably just get real smashed with Allison and Taylor.
Allison is going to be a sophmore.
Taylor is going to be a Freshman.
I hate to corrupt them.
But oh well, I think someone got to them first.
Anyway, does anyone have any ideas how to sneak ciggs on a plane?
I'm 16 so I'm not legally allowed to have them so I don't know how to take them to florida with me.
I would love to bring some weed but I have no idea how that would work.
And that's definitly way too risky.
I haven't cut myself in 2 weeks.
I have been amazingly tempted, but still I'm proud that I haven't.
I've been restricting, but not as bad as usual.
I've been taking my insulin and my blood sugars are really really good.
I still hate my life.
I don't even know how I'm still here.
Someone answer me.
Am I really still here?