unst unst unst...hah
it's amazing how incredibly this week has stretched across the spectrum...from the point of the consideration of throwing myself down the stairs, to the complete euphoria of it being FRIDAY, i feel a little crazy but i think things are FINALLY FINALLY FINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYY starting to be NORMAL and that's ALL I FREAKIN WANT because I LIKE HAPPY ME A LOTTTTTTTTT MORE THAN CRABBY ME. and i think most people do. not that i care what people think. i used to, but i don't anymore. i WONDER what they think but that's a different thought altogether. whatever, alalalalallaa its FRIDAY!!!
SO, people have really improved my situation this week. i imploded a little on sunday and monday and tuesday, but wednesday was better and thursday turned everything around. monday definitely hated on me the worst...i woke up feeling a little upchuckish, which really wasn't pretty. like the bile burn...eww. that was after/during the 3.5 hours of sleep...so you can imagine my mental state by the end of the day. then you get to tuesday...midterm for media studies...really have no idea how that went. but the root of the issue...CERAMICS. i think i've lamented on that crap before but HOLY SHNAZZLE it eats my mind when i think about how i want to go do it but have NO FRIDAKY TIME!! (i totally typed rando letters for that. like "gesture" typing. fridaky? good one...) anyway, i ventured down to Ron's office and pretty much cried like a fool. that was reTARded but what can ya do...i was like doing the beauty-queen acceptance speech hand wave thing, but it wasn't pretty at all. anyway, he's going to work with me. i wanted to drop it...but i switched it to pass/fail credit so YAY BOOYAH.
i've gone running for 3 days in a row. that is like my drug of choice.
but speaking of that...i'm smelling pretty "FRESH" right now...sitting here in my undies and xtine is going to come in any minute and be scurred.
it took awhile to understand
the beauty of just letting go...
(the dixie chicks...i've found certain song lyrics help describe certain thoughts...better than i can myself.)
PEACE. finally.
SO, people have really improved my situation this week. i imploded a little on sunday and monday and tuesday, but wednesday was better and thursday turned everything around. monday definitely hated on me the worst...i woke up feeling a little upchuckish, which really wasn't pretty. like the bile burn...eww. that was after/during the 3.5 hours of sleep...so you can imagine my mental state by the end of the day. then you get to tuesday...midterm for media studies...really have no idea how that went. but the root of the issue...CERAMICS. i think i've lamented on that crap before but HOLY SHNAZZLE it eats my mind when i think about how i want to go do it but have NO FRIDAKY TIME!! (i totally typed rando letters for that. like "gesture" typing. fridaky? good one...) anyway, i ventured down to Ron's office and pretty much cried like a fool. that was reTARded but what can ya do...i was like doing the beauty-queen acceptance speech hand wave thing, but it wasn't pretty at all. anyway, he's going to work with me. i wanted to drop it...but i switched it to pass/fail credit so YAY BOOYAH.
i've gone running for 3 days in a row. that is like my drug of choice.
but speaking of that...i'm smelling pretty "FRESH" right now...sitting here in my undies and xtine is going to come in any minute and be scurred.
it took awhile to understand
the beauty of just letting go...
(the dixie chicks...i've found certain song lyrics help describe certain thoughts...better than i can myself.)
PEACE. finally.