Apfeldanzig
Feelings, nothing more than feelings.... But scary.
Anyway, "apfeldanzig" describes the way I feel this week. Just electrified, and nervous nervous, nervous--my nerves dancing. But not in a happy way, just with pain and guilt and such, I don't know. It feels like it's coming from 50 directions at once.
[Edit: later]
I read Sleep Doctor, the new Stephen King novel, liked it a lot. Discussed it with my niece on Xmas after dinner while everyone else was doing the dishes. We talked about Hunger Games a little, I've never read/seen it, really don't know anything about it. But one of the characters in the book bases an alternate personality on ...Daenerys? Can't remember, but the alter is a guard of the main, Abra. The guard may not be an alter, but its a mental construct to keep out someone who psychically broke in. That sounds like the making of an alter, I'm thinking.
I put Sid the Bunny in the icons, so something is telling me I'm going too fast(reference the fable of the Tortoise and the Hare).
I am worried about a lot of stuff, and all I can do is write about it in my trusty old notebook, then go to the library and get books (and The Long Black Veil) and get on the computer.
Anyway, "apfeldanzig" describes the way I feel this week. Just electrified, and nervous nervous, nervous--my nerves dancing. But not in a happy way, just with pain and guilt and such, I don't know. It feels like it's coming from 50 directions at once.
[Edit: later]
I read Sleep Doctor, the new Stephen King novel, liked it a lot. Discussed it with my niece on Xmas after dinner while everyone else was doing the dishes. We talked about Hunger Games a little, I've never read/seen it, really don't know anything about it. But one of the characters in the book bases an alternate personality on ...Daenerys? Can't remember, but the alter is a guard of the main, Abra. The guard may not be an alter, but its a mental construct to keep out someone who psychically broke in. That sounds like the making of an alter, I'm thinking.
I put Sid the Bunny in the icons, so something is telling me I'm going too fast(reference the fable of the Tortoise and the Hare).
I am worried about a lot of stuff, and all I can do is write about it in my trusty old notebook, then go to the library and get books (and The Long Black Veil) and get on the computer.