you know what. I can admit that I'm a hypocrit because of some of the shit I said. but you e-mailed me saying you didnt want the public involved and then you blew it up even bigger. as for the fact you still waiting for an explanation.... it was coming, until both you and paige decided to take matters into your own hands before even talking to me first.... so dont just point the finger in my direction you need to take a look at your own shit, just like I am.
to be fair. i was the one who took it "into my own hands" ley really didnt. she was civil i wasnt and i know that. so actually you owe her an explanation and me the 'fuck you'..not both of us. and also to be fair. i cracked out the shit AFTER your silence. you had plenty of time before hand to explain.
an explanation is coming? wtf is that shit.. TELL HER NOW why keep making things worse, obviously if you made it damn public then it really bothers you doesnt she realize that? I dont even know her and the bitch is buggin
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that made me cry. i'm glad that you are here for me to keep my spirts high. if i didn't have any of you, i'd probably have slit my wrists to pieces by now. (maybe not, i do have a lot of determination..) but anyway. i love you, you mean a lot to me. thank you for dealing with me all the time, and not giving up on me like most people would. thank you for the prayers, let's hope they work.
Ashley, I'm not really sure why I'm commenting on your lj. I saw it on Jayda's and I realized how stronge you was and I wanted to admire you for that. I'm not going to turn this into a big apology thing but I will tell you that I am sorry. It's hard to believe me cause I lied to you many times and I look back on that and I realize it wasn't worth it,he wasnt worth it. I hope you have a good life Ash,you deserve every second of it.
i don't remember how, but i knew this was your journal because i've seen it before somewhere? but my stomach seriously sank when i saw it pop up in my msn window. i was expected to get bitched at haha.
but, honestly lee.. i don't hold anything against you, or anyone else who was involved in any part of this. he came between my best friend and i, now that goes to show just how manipulative someone can be. when it ruins the best friendship you could have. (luckily i have it back now). thank you for this comment, i felt like i was on an unstoppable downward spirial. i need all the support i can get. even just taking the time out of your day to read this, seriously made me feel so much better.
I wouldn't comment on your Lj to bitch at you,lol. I will be honest though I was actually scared to comment.I thought the same thing that you would bitch me out or something. Anyways,I'm behind you 110% and dont forget that either. Even though we never talk doesn't mean I'm not there for you if it means just commenting to support you I'll be there to do it.Also you dont need to thank me I feel better myself knowing that you don't hold anything against me. So thank you,
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dont comment back, i'll ban you.
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so actually you owe her an explanation and me the 'fuck you'..not both of us.
and also to be fair. i cracked out the shit AFTER your silence. you had plenty of time before hand to explain.
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i'm glad that you are here for me to keep my spirts high. if i didn't have any of you, i'd probably have slit my wrists to pieces by now. (maybe not, i do have a lot of determination..) but anyway.
i love you, you mean a lot to me. thank you for dealing with me all the time, and not giving up on me like most people would.
thank you for the prayers, let's hope they work.
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I'm not really sure why I'm commenting on your lj. I saw it on Jayda's and I realized how stronge you was and I wanted to admire you for that. I'm not going to turn this into a big apology thing but I will tell you that I am sorry. It's hard to believe me cause I lied to you many times and I look back on that and I realize it wasn't worth it,he wasnt worth it. I hope you have a good life Ash,you deserve every second of it.
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but my stomach seriously sank when i saw it pop up in my msn window. i was expected to get bitched at haha.
but, honestly lee.. i don't hold anything against you, or anyone else who was involved in any part of this. he came between my best friend and i, now that goes to show just how manipulative someone can be. when it ruins the best friendship you could have. (luckily i have it back now).
thank you for this comment, i felt like i was on an unstoppable downward spirial. i need all the support i can get.
even just taking the time out of your day to read this, seriously made me feel so much better.
thank you again,
ashley.
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Anyways,I'm behind you 110% and dont forget that either. Even though we never talk doesn't mean I'm not there for you if it means just commenting to support you I'll be there to do it.Also you dont need to thank me I feel better myself knowing that you don't hold anything against me.
So thank you,
Lee-
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-huge hug-
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