Sep 24, 2006 04:09
Not my best night i must say.
This is quite stupid. Feeling empty the most part of the time. Kinda creepy, well not for me. But the people around me think i need help. I don't need a therapist anymore, thank you very much.
I can deal with my own problems. I guess. Okay, i don't know. But, its more interesting that way. And also, cuz my old therapist was a sweet woman, but she told me what to do and what not. So, i dont fucking like that. I needed help with other things.
Guess i like dealing with my problems. It makes me feel like...powerful. As if i can just be my own voice.
And now, i dont want to hear my voice.
So much for independence.
O-kay.