Fucking friends...but friends al fin...

Jul 28, 2006 02:22

Yay! Today im happy...well, not happy...proud of myself maybe...or doesn't matter.
I havent smoke in like two weeks! - Happy dance - It's a great deal to me, actually... Im drinking more coffee though...but well...you can win in everything, right?

But at the same time im feeling more and more...like alone... I dont know. Maybe its because i dont want to see my friends. I love them, i really do...but it's i cant be with people who makes me feel like if im crazy or something... Like, the other day, i went to drink mate with my closest friends, (friends day) and i was wearing my green day t-shirt, my black pants with a red belt. Normal. But they told me "Why you dress like that?" or "Don't wear pink shadow" or "You know? You look too aggressive with you lip ring" WTF! Come on! o_0 Are you talking for real!?
Well fuck you then! I just cant believe that there's people (my friends.) that actually believes in all that crap...I mean...it doesn't matter how you dress, right?
But, damn! My friends? Are the best when it comes to listen and just...be there...but when it comes to be themselves...they can be real assholes...! They always do what their parents want...! Why? I dont fucking know...dont get me wrong, i know some parents can be really...well...idiots. But that's not a reason for them to choose every step you're gonna take...

Okay...i dont even know if im writing this well...but hell! I just needed to...you know...

Okay im leaving

Roms! ^^
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