ok, ok, ok

[okiraho]

All i have to do is make the decision and stick to it. if i decide i will be ok either way then i will be ok. no i don't want it to end and yes i do think this sucks, but i will be ok WILL be ok. if he hasn't been happy, and it's not worth it then i will be ok, and i will make myself happy too. and if it's worth it then i can ask him for what i need in a rational way
oh and i think i'm a crazy person, all i had to do is eat? then this comes to me? yeah i wouldn't blame him for being done, i'm nuts.
but i'm ok.