it's interesting to me that people act differently then they say.

if i've learned one thing this year/summer... it's to adjust to change cause it's just easier to deal with it that way.
kind of sounds shallow, but don't put your entire heart into anything because with the way the world turns, it's not worth it.

but that's just me

i don't write in here because once i think of something, i think of something else, which leads to something else so pretty much after a while i don't feel the same anymore so it's pointless i guess

i think i finally made things right. maybe not how i'd like them to be, but at least as good as i think they'll get. and i'm satisfied with that.

but it's just not the same

oh i have so much to say

soccer camp tonight
then hopefully with jake

somethings wrong

3 months probation
3 days community service
300 dollar fine
4 week class
1 day class

hung out with zack today for the first time in a minute.
it was cool

today i got up and went to soccer at 8
it was funner than it should've been

then i went to my dad's to get money to pay jesse
and then to cici's with sonnie
then to the mall where i saw josh and lisa
but lisa was being a bitch, like always

today i get my new phone, i pay jesse off and hopefully hang out with jordan

i owe my mom an outrageous amount of money
105 for my accident
2,300 for my car
150 for jesse's car
and however much my MIP turns out which i find out friday

kara and whitney have been bitches lately and i don't like it