*says emotionlessly* i wish he never left me alone today. i wish this was all just a dream...this is not for the weak of heart. don't read on if you cant
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Avery I am so sorry, gosh damn this, it wasn't suppose to happen this way Avery, it wasn't supposed to have the chance to happen Avery I should have fucking came and picked you and the baby up, I should have fucking picked tay up RIGHT after his appointment. What about the baby? Is the baby okay Avery? What happened with the baby the whole time this happened? Oh my gosh it must have been horrible for her to see, it must have been so horrible for you to feel and to experience, for him to see and oh my gosh, I am so so so so sorry Avery. fuck what's happened? This can't happen, never a fucking gain.
Avery, be strong, I am so sorry, that sick mother fucking fucker was never wanted he don't belong here he needs to fucking die. Avery I am sorry. Please dont do this to yourself avery, please don't do this to each other, it can't be like this, it's done and it's over with, you and taylor "together" like that was a fluke,Avery please...please don't go back to that place.
don't be sorry zac, it wasnt your fault. most of all don't blame yourself, thats reidiculous. you shouldnt have to be thinking about the safety and well-being of tay, juliet, and i. thats our job. juliets fine zac, he didnt even want to see her. he didnt want to hurt anybody but me.
zaccy...i know he needs to die. but you know what? when taylor was holding me...i just felt so safe....so warm. i never feel like that, not even with you. he really is my golden boy zac, and theres nothing i can do about it. you think i havent tried?! ive fucking tried! i cant keep it locked away forever...i love him so fucking much i just wanna feel him inside me...*eyes roll back in her head a little*
the only way your gonna feel me inside you, is either in ur head or ur heart cuz i can't go back there.....we can't do that. I love you yes, but ur my sister and i REFUSE to be like him.
Avery, i love you but that's it. That's all, nothing more.....i wanna spend time with you like a brother. I can't go further....i can't do all that again. It kills me inside to be like him. I can't do that....u can't......we...can't....pelase...don't make this hard *tears up alittle*
tay...god...i just love you so fucking much. i dont know why i do, you just push me away. im sorry i didnt mean to make it hard, but how can you blame me? being rejected by the person you love more than breathing...it hurts.
Well you know what? I am sorry and I can't help but to me sorry no matter what you and Taylor say and no matter if you guys believe differently, this was my fault and yet again I failed to protect the two of you. I'm fucking fucked.This shit is..it's...I don't even know it makes me so sick to my stomach
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Zac....u can't do anything.....u are not able to ...... u don't have the power, none of us do. She is the ONLY one with the power in this goddamn family. She controls everything. EVERYTHING GODDAMMIT...... Zac i can't do this man i can't handle this....fuck wat do i do? i just.....i feel like i'm going nutz, like everything is just .......*screams at the top of his lungs*
im not fucking doing anything taylor. maybe i should just shut up and never talk again? then everyone would stop god damn complaining about how i fuck everything up. im sorry i ruined your perfect life with my love taylor. i wish i hadnt.
Tay whatever you do don't give in man, please don't go back there, you can't go back there..it was too hard to have you gone, to not recognize who that person was because my whole life i've known you better then anyone else and even I didn't know you then, that's not you and not who you are, it's not what defines you Taylor...please oh please be strong and don't give into it. I'll do anything...anything please we can't lose you again..Nikki is counting on you for her baby and I'm counting on you with Maddy, you said you'd be a part of her life but if your not stable then you can't be. =0(. Taylor I can't lose you again..I just..I can't.
god zac, fucking ruin my life why dont you? god dammit, EVERYONES ALWAYS AGAINST ME. god OFRIBD im happy for ONE FUCKING SECOND. thats right, tell taylor to stay away, cuz ill just fuck him up again. thats all i ever do.
I'm not trying to ruin your life it hurts me that you'd even make an accusation like that Avery, after all i've been doing to help and how i've made it clear to you that you come before even myself and then you go and say this. It's not you i'm against persay, its incestism i'm against Avery, it's not good, it's not healthy and it's the kind of thing that is not accepted,it's heavily frowned upon by society and I know your better then this, your better then that.
Avery, be strong, I am so sorry, that sick mother fucking fucker was never wanted he don't belong here he needs to fucking die. Avery I am sorry. Please dont do this to yourself avery, please don't do this to each other, it can't be like this, it's done and it's over with, you and taylor "together" like that was a fluke,Avery please...please don't go back to that place.
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zaccy...i know he needs to die. but you know what? when taylor was holding me...i just felt so safe....so warm. i never feel like that, not even with you. he really is my golden boy zac, and theres nothing i can do about it. you think i havent tried?! ive fucking tried! i cant keep it locked away forever...i love him so fucking much i just wanna feel him inside me...*eyes roll back in her head a little*
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