where is your boy tonight? i hope he is a gentleman

[okah123]

congratulations nikki and ike for getting back together! i knew you guys would make it, didnt i always say you would? i guess ive got the foresight ability ;-)

well, i guess things have taken a turn for the worst in other

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[doinitwitrythem]

Yeah, I don't really like how Taylor is treating you. It's kind of pissing me off, it's like woman in general that he's being the most disrespectful towards, I think Natalie is the smartest one by just staying away right now..lol, I guess she'd know best how Tay can get and is almost as bad with PMS as woman lol. Something definitely isn't right and it hurts,he isn't exactly being the most friendly to me either but I can understand how he feels like I am taking over his teritory.Im not here to replace anybody,I know as well as anyone else that Taylor is irreplaceable and his shoe's unfillable, Natalie already made that clear but I'd rather not go back to that day again.

Yeah, I don't know, that was then, it was differen't,this is now. And I was against how THEY did it and went about it. I think that two people should wait to "make love" until they know 100% they are in love and the feeling is returned, I think that both people should be willing and it's probably best to wait until the woman initiates it because then at least you know your not disrespecting her wishes, and then I think you should be gentle with her and to hold her afterwards. Your just too great Ave,seriously!Your definitely something else! *winks*.Well your a delicate and should be treated delicately. I'm glad you agree!It's one of the many things I picked up along the way. I love you too.*caresses your cheek and gives you a kiss on the cheek*

[okah123]

i know...i think somethings not right. i dont get wy hes saying that stuff to me, its like hes trying to get me to crack. but hes the one who told me we couldnt! what was i supposed to do, wait around forever? *speaks nervously* but thats all done now, ive moved on to someone who appreciates me. *smiles warmly at the thought*

im glad its different now zac, i knew one day you'd get it. oyu're the one whos great. you know how to make me feel loved...instead of used. and thats impiortant to me, being that everyone else seems to just use me and my body when its convenient, then move on. thanks for being there zac, and im enjoying our...'time' together.♥

[doinitwitrythem]

I don't think he wants you to crack, it's just because I think seeing you with someone else makes it harder for him and is starting to make him crack, see, before it was easier because he was in rehab and didn't have to see you, and then for a while there was nothing to worry about because your heart was reserved for Taylor and made that obvious that your heart was going nowhere, he didn't even really have Ike to worry about, but now he feels like he's being double crossed you know? He's just..he's aching bad right now, he's now gotten rejected by like 3 girls.=0(. I just wish he wasn't so unhappy and I just wish there was an easier way to do this. You know?*rubs your arms up and down lovingly and drapes his coat over your shoulders* Well that's good, but it's not that he never appreciated you Avery.Oh well.

*grins a big grin* Well i'm glad too Avery. Of course, I was a fool before not to see it, not to give it, and not to feel it. If I'm great it's because I learn from the best *kisses your little nosey*. Yeah, well its different now and you don't have to go back to that, you never should have been mistreated, there's more to you then that..it's brilliant and beautiful, your heart and mind...your...your eyes decorated with stars, there's a glimmer of gold in it did anyone ever tell you that?They are beautiful. Your very welcome. I'm enjoying it too.

[okah123]

i dunno zac, the way he's acting...i just can put my finger on it you know? but i just couldnt wait forever...i told him id be waiting, and i did, but lifes so short and if he wouldnt let me have him, i couldnt just take so many punches in the face. im only so strong.

*smiles* you were never a fool, you just wanted to to distance yourself from our...."crazyness", if you will, and theres nothing wrong with that. im just happy you finally got it. no i never notcied, i dont really like to look at myself in the mirror. i love you. *kisses your lips*

[doinitwitrythem]

It's disturbing to us all and everyone is making it their personal mission to find out what is eating Taylor Hanson, but really if it's anyones job..it's mine. I know, a girl like you should never have to spend her time waiting on someone else, if anything..they should be waiting on YOU. I understand and with time he will grow too.

Ah but I was a fool for not wanting you sooner. It's great, what we have.Ah but you'd find that the girl in the mirror holds angels grace, if only you had the gift of seeing yourself from my eyes..you'd never think twice to question yourself again. I love you too *traces your lips and then softly kisses you*