Muslimah in the Middle
Ever wake up one day and have two sides of yourself fight for control? Well, I do. It's one of those fork in the road moments. I want to have my cake and eat it too. Why is that never an option?
*sigh*
I need more prayer in my life, that and maybe a Mosque.
In other news, QB is tonight. I plan on going and looking better than all participants. It *is* my last one. I also decided to cook for myself tonight. I've been rushed, busy and unhappy lately, so I picked some happy things up from the store despite not being able to afford it. I keep forgetting to eat. Combine that with three hour bhangra rehearsals and you have a recipe for unhealthy weight loss and disaster. Eek.
*sigh*
I need more prayer in my life, that and maybe a Mosque.
In other news, QB is tonight. I plan on going and looking better than all participants. It *is* my last one. I also decided to cook for myself tonight. I've been rushed, busy and unhappy lately, so I picked some happy things up from the store despite not being able to afford it. I keep forgetting to eat. Combine that with three hour bhangra rehearsals and you have a recipe for unhealthy weight loss and disaster. Eek.