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My life... is fucked up.
How come no one ever talks about the severe depression and pain that comes with all of this :O(
ANYWAY.
CURRENT STATS:
H: 5'8
CW: 125
1GW :120
2GW:115
Then I will go from there.
EACH DAY... I eat less.
Coffee and Sugar free redbulls are my everything.
I work alllll day long and I don't eat shit.
At least I am losing weight each day, that's keeping me happy..
but my moods are un-controllable. I broke up with my boyfriend (again) today... but he's so psycho. He doesn't ever let me hang out with friends, and he puts rules on my life, and if I don't feel like coming over... he freaks out on me. errrggh.
Just took sleeping pills 30 min ago, can't wait to just pass out for the night.
I wont stop until I am there.
How come no one ever talks about the severe depression and pain that comes with all of this :O(
ANYWAY.
CURRENT STATS:
H: 5'8
CW: 125
1GW :120
2GW:115
Then I will go from there.
EACH DAY... I eat less.
Coffee and Sugar free redbulls are my everything.
I work alllll day long and I don't eat shit.
At least I am losing weight each day, that's keeping me happy..
but my moods are un-controllable. I broke up with my boyfriend (again) today... but he's so psycho. He doesn't ever let me hang out with friends, and he puts rules on my life, and if I don't feel like coming over... he freaks out on me. errrggh.
Just took sleeping pills 30 min ago, can't wait to just pass out for the night.
I wont stop until I am there.