brief update
Hiiii.
It's me, i'm still alive. No one reads this anyway, but i don't care.
On September 9th we got back together. It's been great so far. I love him very much and i'm incredibly glad that we are giving it another chance. It feels permanent this time. I am not religious but i pray that it will last, and stay this good.
In the four and a half months that we were apart i lost 30lbs. I have kept it off since then, and am pretty much up to 32lbs now. I want to lose another 10 at LEAST.
It's funny. You think that losing 30lbs would make you "skinny"... but it didn't. I still have enough fat to keep me warm for the winter :P
I think i'll have to start building muscle or something. I asked for weights for Christmas.
I went from wearing a size 13/14 pant (which was often too small) to wearing a 9/10 (or 11 if they are made very small) and sometimes (only at Old Navy) an 8. I just bought a pair of jeans at The Gap that are size 6. They're stretchy though. And pretty tight. But 5lbs from now they'll fit like a dream. They were on sale. It feels good to be a medium now instead of an extra large.
Anyway, i'm proud of myself for keeping it off. Just have to get more willpower to stop eating all the tasty food i still love, and to stop eating at night when i get home hungry after work.
Aside from that, i am going full force with my etsy shop http://www.whatshesaid.etsy.com, and very much looking forward to Christmas.
I was thinking of decorating some small fake trees today.
I still live at home, still work at the same place, but if things with Andre work out (i think they will) we will hopefully be getting a place together SOMEWHERE by September next year.
I just have to pay off the car and sweet ass bed that i bought, and we will be set. Right now i have like $4000 debt to pay off a year from now. And $2000 of tax money sitting in my account that i can use once i see if i owe it to the government or not. So technically i really only have $2000 of debt to pay off before i can move. Plus car insurance to pay every month, and student loans. ugh.
That's the plan, anyway.
I am going out to buy food for my guinea pigs now. Otis and Winston. You'd like them, they're very cute.
It's me, i'm still alive. No one reads this anyway, but i don't care.
On September 9th we got back together. It's been great so far. I love him very much and i'm incredibly glad that we are giving it another chance. It feels permanent this time. I am not religious but i pray that it will last, and stay this good.
In the four and a half months that we were apart i lost 30lbs. I have kept it off since then, and am pretty much up to 32lbs now. I want to lose another 10 at LEAST.
It's funny. You think that losing 30lbs would make you "skinny"... but it didn't. I still have enough fat to keep me warm for the winter :P
I think i'll have to start building muscle or something. I asked for weights for Christmas.
I went from wearing a size 13/14 pant (which was often too small) to wearing a 9/10 (or 11 if they are made very small) and sometimes (only at Old Navy) an 8. I just bought a pair of jeans at The Gap that are size 6. They're stretchy though. And pretty tight. But 5lbs from now they'll fit like a dream. They were on sale. It feels good to be a medium now instead of an extra large.
Anyway, i'm proud of myself for keeping it off. Just have to get more willpower to stop eating all the tasty food i still love, and to stop eating at night when i get home hungry after work.
Aside from that, i am going full force with my etsy shop http://www.whatshesaid.etsy.com, and very much looking forward to Christmas.
I was thinking of decorating some small fake trees today.
I still live at home, still work at the same place, but if things with Andre work out (i think they will) we will hopefully be getting a place together SOMEWHERE by September next year.
I just have to pay off the car and sweet ass bed that i bought, and we will be set. Right now i have like $4000 debt to pay off a year from now. And $2000 of tax money sitting in my account that i can use once i see if i owe it to the government or not. So technically i really only have $2000 of debt to pay off before i can move. Plus car insurance to pay every month, and student loans. ugh.
That's the plan, anyway.
I am going out to buy food for my guinea pigs now. Otis and Winston. You'd like them, they're very cute.