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Aug 24, 2005 02:05

oooh wait there's more! it's an angry part, be warned. i am not interested in criticism for my decision to delay school. i think it's the smartest choice i could have made. i am in no way shape or form prepared for "higher education." from preschool to graduating high school that's what like 14 years? 14 years of school. do i want 4 more thrown at me right away? fuck no. i need a break. judge me all you want but i do not want to hear it. i just turned 18. i just moved. excuse me for wanting some time off from everything. somewhere in the monotony of 14 years i stopped caring, and when i enter what will be the preparation for my career and future i would really, really like to care. i feel that that will come from time to grow up a little, and of course have some fun. plus there are no funds! hah. i don't even think i could afford to enroll in a community college.

this may not apply to you, but i needed to get that out there. because i have been taking a lot of shit from people about this. maybe not always direct shit, but the subtle comments piss me off just as bad if not worse.
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